I e recently been doing myself a lot and for A LOT of hours. I’ve recently had some relationships fail, not due to masturbation, but it has me alone and masturbsting. I just keep going for hours. It’s hard to stop. But the issues with relationships are overwhelming. I accept that masturbation is a big part of my life, and I enjoy the pleasure. I have also realized that I’m lucky to have the time and privacy that I do to mastUrbane a lot. But what I’m starting to think about is do I do it to mask weaknesses in my life. Am I trying to make myself feel better by masturbating? Maybe avoidance? My new thoughts are that it also could be a type of meditation. The breathing, moaning, zoning out on my pleasure. Is it good? Is it healthy to do it as much as I do?
Source: (30) Perhaps not proud but at least at peace with it – Onania Masturbator Forum