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Masturbation stories on Onania . Org/asm
(Masturbation fiction and fantasies)
Some are experiences of chronic masturbators, life histories, extreme masturbation practices, etc.
Others are guided masturbation stories about males masturbating in the presence of, guided by, or masturbated by females.
Warning for the Satire-Impaired
Onania . Org/asm is for the exclusive use of non-satire-impaired persons over 21 years of age.
If you are satire-impaired, irony-challenged, experiencing reduced or dysfunctional sense of humor, or otherwise have difficulty distinguishing satire from reality, you are advised to read no further. If you are seeking factual and balanced information on masturbation, please see Masturbation – Wikipedia instead.
WARNING:
Onania . Org/asm contains satire, humorous exaggerations, fictional claims, and intentional misrepresentations of facts about the subject of masturbation for the purpose of producing amusement in sophisticated adult readers.
While reading Onania . Org/asm naive and clueless males may experience confusion, feelings of guilt and shame, embarrassment, diminished self esteem, abstinence, and temporary or permanent loss of sexual gratification.
ONANIA . ORG/ASM IS NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR CONSEQUENTIAL DAMAGES DUE TO PERSONAL FRUSTRATION, LOSS OF SEXUAL GRATIFICATION, ALIENATION OF THE GENITAL ORGANS OR LOST MASTURBATORY OPPORTUNITIES ARISING FROM READER MISINTERPRETATIONS.
Caught Humping the Couch
Chronic Masturbation Stories
A boy caught humping the couch by his mom I’ve been masturbating for as long as I can remember. We used to have a TV and a couch in my basement, and as a small child I can remember how much I liked being alone down there at night. I used to turn the lights off and watch TV. There were things I saw on TV that stimulated me – I don’t remember exactly what, because its too difficult to put myself back into the mindset of a child of 5 or 6. But when I did get stimulated, what I used to do was push the couch away slightly from the wall, climb up on the ridge, and hump the couch while I continued to watch TV. There was this delicious feeling I used to get from rubbing against the couch – because the rubbing and humping made my peter dance around in my PJs. The feeling would build like a wave, radiating outwards from my crotch until it threw this electric shock all theough my body. While I was doing this, I was conscious of the footsteps upstairs. I knew what I was doing was dirty, and I knew that no one should know that I did this. Sometimes I would be up there on the ridge of the couch, and I would hear my mother’s heels approach the basement door. It was like a race – if I wasn’t far enough into it, I could force myself to stop, climb down from the couch and push it back against the wall. But one time she approached the door at exactly the worst moment-just as that wave started. So I couldn’t stop. My head knew something bad would happen, but my body couldn’t stop what it was doing because that electric feeling was starying to build. I heard her heels on the stairs while I was still humping madly. And when I opened my eyes, she was standing at the bottom of the stairs, shocked at what she saw – her little boy humping a couch. Like a dog. “What are you DOING!” She seemed almost frightened. Shocked at the realization that there was a rabid little animal into what she thought was her sweet little boy. Me – I was red with shame. I didn’t answer her. Even if I wanted to I couldn’t have explained it, because I didn’t understand what I was doing. We never spoke of this. But I didn’t stop. I still watched TV at night in the dark. I still climbed up on the couch at least once a night. Only now when she needed to come downstairs for something, she always approached the door slowly. Very slowly.
About Onania . Org/asm
Onania . Org/asm is about…
- Sharing the joy and challenge of living with masturbation addiction
- Masturbation articles, fiction, and audio programs
- Personal accounts of chronic masturbators
- Support for masturbators and their partners
- Managing masturbation addiction in your life
Onania . Org/asm is not about…
- Judging you for over indulging in masturbation
- Getting you to stop or cut back
- Providing professional advice, consultation, or therapy
Onania . Org/asm expresses my personal experiences living with masturbation addiction and a life-long fascination with masturbatory behavior — especially in its more chronic and compulsive manifestations. Here I reveal my innermost needs and conflicts. But it is more than a personal mental ejaculation. It is a resource for people living with masturbation addiction, dealing with uncontrollable urges. Here you will find a wide range of articles, fiction, and audio programs dealing with the subject of chronic masturbation.
Onania . Org/asm is intended for adults over the age of 21. If you are a minor seeking information on masturbation, see Wikipedia
But please, before you proceed into the site, heed the Warning for Satire-Impaired
More About Onania . Org/asm
About Me
I am a masturbator — a chronic masturbator. I am incurably addicted to the unnaturally strong sexual gratifications a male achieves only through practiced self-stimulation. I am married and heterosexual, but my fundamental sexual orientation has become autoerotic. Masturbation has become my only mode of sexual expression; animates my erotic fantasies with bizarre and extreme scenarios; consumes my time with reading and writing about it; and drives me to personally connect with fellow male onanists.
But along with the indescribably delicious rapture experienced during extended masturbation, I feel conflict and anxiety about my habit. I must admit to myself that the pleasure comes at a cost in time, accomplishments, and relationships. I often feel that I do it “too much”, neglecting responsibilities and ambitions; from time to time try to stop or cut back, but always fall back into unrestrained self-indulgence. The sense of personal enslavement and lack of self control feeds a shame response, which has become eroticized over time and is now inseparable from the act of masturbation and only stimulates me to greater excess. To borrow a phrase, “I am ashamed because I masturbate, and I masturbate because I am ashamed.”
About You
Your presence here, your discovery of this dark corner of the Web is not accidental. You share the experiences I describe. Like me, you are a chronic masturbator. Perhaps even an addicted masturbator. You may know and acknowledge your masturbatory nature, or you may be just now discovering it. You are welcome here, and I promise you are not alone.
If this self-awareness is new to you, it may be difficult to accept. The world is not kind to chronic masturbators. We are objects of pity, or derision. We are not “real men”. We hide our nature to avoid ridicule and embarrassment. You know this; you feel ashamed and guilty for what you are becoming. But it’s OK, I understand. You are a masturbator. It is not something you can stop or control. You are welcome here, and I promise you are not alone.
That is why you have come here: to feel that you are not alone. You want, you need, you must know that others feel the call of our own flesh and willingly surrender to it. You want to know how another masturbator handles himself, what fantasies he has, what toys he uses, whether like you he is in rut for his own hand or feels the sweet sad emptiness after a spurting release. You are welcome here, and I promise you are not alone.
Perhaps you have a partner but find yourself uninterested or even incapable of partner sex — your male organs feel so much better in your own hands. You want to know if others no longer enter their partners, and wish only to copulate with themselves. You are welcome here, and I promise you are not alone.
So many secrets you want to know, and to reveal your secrets in turn. And you instinctively know that only another chronic masturbator can understand how you feel and accept you without judgement. You are welcome here, and I promise you are not alone.
About this Site
I operate this site both as a personal hobby and a voluntary service for the community of chronic masturbators. It is completely non-commercial: I don’t make money from it, and support it entirely from my own resources. I don’t track cookies, or keep or resell any personal information on visitors.
The site is male in focus, both because I am male and I believe that males make up the vast majority of addicted masturbators. Chronic masturbation is a behavior that cuts across all sexual preference lines, and adult men of all sexual orientations from straight to gay will find much in common here.
Women also are fully welcome to enjoy the site (and post comments), whether you are a chronic masturbator yourself, the partner of a masturbator, or simply curious about male masturbatory habits. Female partners of male masturbators have a special role: your help and understanding can assist the addicted male to control his habit and maintain balance with other priorities in life. I invite ladies to contact me personally by email if you have questions.
Chronic masturbation is a major social and personal challenge facing males today. Once in the grip of masturbatory addiction, it is virtually impossible for the male to free himself from the habit. For some it can take over his life, leading to loss of esteem, career achievement, social ties, and family well being. Shame and embarrassment, fear of humiliation and ridicule, prevent us from openly discussing our issues with family, friends, or counselors. This site may help those struggling in silence.
However, if you reject your urges and sincerely wish to escape your masturbatory habits, then beware: you will find no help or comfort here. I offer only the cautionary example of a soul who long ago lost that battle and unconditionally surrendered to living with habitual and chronic masturbation addiction.
Where did the name “Onania” come from?
The name Onania comes from a seminal work Onania; or, The Heinous Sin of Self-Pollution on the dangers of masturbation published anonymously in London in 1723.
see also
About Onania . Org/asm
Onania . Org/asm is about…
- Sharing the joy and challenge of living with masturbation addiction
- Masturbation articles, fiction, and audio programs
- Personal accounts of chronic masturbators
- Support for masturbators and their partners
- Managing masturbation addiction in your life
Onania . Org/asm is not about…
- Judging you for over indulging in masturbation
- Getting you to stop or cut back
- Providing professional advice, consultation, or therapy
Onania . Org/asm expresses my personal experiences living with masturbation addiction and a life-long fascination with masturbatory behavior — especially in its more chronic and compulsive manifestations. Here I reveal my innermost needs and conflicts. But it is more than a personal mental ejaculation. It is a resource for people living with masturbation addiction, dealing with uncontrollable urges. Here you will find a wide range of articles, fiction, and audio programs dealing with the subject of chronic masturbation.
Onania . Org/asm is intended for adults over the age of 21. If you are a minor seeking information on masturbation, see Wikipedia
But please, before you proceed into the site, heed the Warning for Satire-Impaired
More About Onania . Org/asm
About Me
I am a masturbator — a chronic masturbator. I am incurably addicted to the unnaturally strong sexual gratifications a male achieves only through practiced self-stimulation. I am married and heterosexual, but my fundamental sexual orientation has become autoerotic. Masturbation has become my only mode of sexual expression; animates my erotic fantasies with bizarre and extreme scenarios; consumes my time with reading and writing about it; and drives me to personally connect with fellow male onanists.
But along with the indescribably delicious rapture experienced during extended masturbation, I feel conflict and anxiety about my habit. I must admit to myself that the pleasure comes at a cost in time, accomplishments, and relationships. I often feel that I do it “too much”, neglecting responsibilities and ambitions; from time to time try to stop or cut back, but always fall back into unrestrained self-indulgence. The sense of personal enslavement and lack of self control feeds a shame response, which has become eroticized over time and is now inseparable from the act of masturbation and only stimulates me to greater excess. To borrow a phrase, “I am ashamed because I masturbate, and I masturbate because I am ashamed.”
About You
Your presence here, your discovery of this dark corner of the Web is not accidental. You share the experiences I describe. Like me, you are a chronic masturbator. Perhaps even an addicted masturbator. You may know and acknowledge your masturbatory nature, or you may be just now discovering it. You are welcome here, and I promise you are not alone.
If this self-awareness is new to you, it may be difficult to accept. The world is not kind to chronic masturbators. We are objects of pity, or derision. We are not “real men”. We hide our nature to avoid ridicule and embarrassment. You know this; you feel ashamed and guilty for what you are becoming. But it’s OK, I understand. You are a masturbator. It is not something you can stop or control. You are welcome here, and I promise you are not alone.
That is why you have come here: to feel that you are not alone. You want, you need, you must know that others feel the call of our own flesh and willingly surrender to it. You want to know how another masturbator handles himself, what fantasies he has, what toys he uses, whether like you he is in rut for his own hand or feels the sweet sad emptiness after a spurting release. You are welcome here, and I promise you are not alone.
Perhaps you have a partner but find yourself uninterested or even incapable of partner sex — your male organs feel so much better in your own hands. You want to know if others no longer enter their partners, and wish only to copulate with themselves. You are welcome here, and I promise you are not alone.
So many secrets you want to know, and to reveal your secrets in turn. And you instinctively know that only another chronic masturbator can understand how you feel and accept you without judgement. You are welcome here, and I promise you are not alone.
About this Site
I operate this site both as a personal hobby and a voluntary service for the community of chronic masturbators. It is completely non-commercial: I don’t make money from it, and support it entirely from my own resources. I don’t track cookies, or keep or resell any personal information on visitors.
The site is male in focus, both because I am male and I believe that males make up the vast majority of addicted masturbators. Chronic masturbation is a behavior that cuts across all sexual preference lines, and adult men of all sexual orientations from straight to gay will find much in common here.
Women also are fully welcome to enjoy the site (and post comments), whether you are a chronic masturbator yourself, the partner of a masturbator, or simply curious about male masturbatory habits. Female partners of male masturbators have a special role: your help and understanding can assist the addicted male to control his habit and maintain balance with other priorities in life. I invite ladies to contact me personally by email if you have questions.
Chronic masturbation is a major social and personal challenge facing males today. Once in the grip of masturbatory addiction, it is virtually impossible for the male to free himself from the habit. For some it can take over his life, leading to loss of esteem, career achievement, social ties, and family well being. Shame and embarrassment, fear of humiliation and ridicule, prevent us from openly discussing our issues with family, friends, or counselors. This site may help those struggling in silence.
However, if you reject your urges and sincerely wish to escape your masturbatory habits, then beware: you will find no help or comfort here. I offer only the cautionary example of a soul who long ago lost that battle and unconditionally surrendered to living with habitual and chronic masturbation addiction.
Where did the name “Onania” come from?
The name Onania comes from a seminal work Onania; or, The Heinous Sin of Self-Pollution on the dangers of masturbation published anonymously in London in 1723.
see also
Male PMS (Pathetic Masturbator Syndrome)
Masturbation stories
Masturbation stories on Onania . Org/asm
(Masturbation fiction and fantasies)
Some are experiences of chronic masturbators, life histories, extreme masturbation practices, etc.
Others are guided masturbation stories about males masturbating in the presence of, guided by, or masturbated by females.
Warning for the Satire-Impaired
Onania . Org/asm is for the exclusive use of non-satire-impaired persons over 21 years of age.
If you are satire-impaired, irony-challenged, experiencing reduced or dysfunctional sense of humor, or otherwise have difficulty distinguishing satire from reality, you are advised to read no further. If you are seeking factual and balanced information on masturbation, please see Masturbation – Wikipedia instead.
WARNING:
Onania . Org/asm contains satire, humorous exaggerations, fictional claims, and intentional misrepresentations of facts about the subject of masturbation for the purpose of producing amusement in sophisticated adult readers.
While reading Onania . Org/asm naive and clueless males may experience confusion, feelings of guilt and shame, embarrassment, diminished self esteem, abstinence, and temporary or permanent loss of sexual gratification.
ONANIA . ORG/ASM IS NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR CONSEQUENTIAL DAMAGES DUE TO PERSONAL FRUSTRATION, LOSS OF SEXUAL GRATIFICATION, ALIENATION OF THE GENITAL ORGANS OR LOST MASTURBATORY OPPORTUNITIES ARISING FROM READER MISINTERPRETATIONS.
Onania Masturbator Forum: Caught and then some
In the Onania Masturbator Forum, a Masturbator Wrote:
A while back I used to live with a roommate. One particular morning I had the day off while he went to work. I waited until he left and then sat down at the living room computer, turned up the sound and spent an hour or so masturbating to all kinds of porn before finishing with a long loud orgasm. One of the best parts of having the house to yourself, right?
I went to the bathroom to clean myself up, and froze when I heard my friend’s bedroom door open and someone swiftly walking out the front door. Peeking through a window I saw my roommate’s girlfriend, who’d apparently spent the night and then slept in when he left for work.
My cheeks burned as I realized she’d been twenty feet away from me the whole time and heard every filthy second of the videos I was playing – women moaning as they fucked, and gurgling on giant dicks… the constant wet slap of pounded pussies… the endless male grunting of cumshot compilations… the dirty humiliation of jackoff instruction… toys buzzing… women pissing… and of course all the dialog: “You can’t stop playing with your penis, can you? I bet you’re playing with it right now…” “Uuuuhhh yeah, fuck me fuck me fuck me!” “I’m gonna cum – ah, ah, ah, ahhhh!” And through it all she’d also heard the slick sounds of me jacking off, my own groans, maybe even me talking back to the pornstars as I watched them…
I was shaking with shame, but you guessed it – I was also ragingly hard again, and I immediately sat back down and went through the history of my last session, reliving the best moments while imagining her hearing it through the thin bedroom door. Despite just having orgasmed, I blew another urgent load within minutes.
Naturally that morning immediately became one of my favorite pieces of fantasy material. I imagine her as she’s woken up by an endless pornographic soundtrack. She realizes what’s going on and dresses as quietly as she can. Then she sits and waits listening to it all in agonized embarrassment, knowing she has to hear me cum before she’ll have the chance to sneak out. I wonder whether she was disgusted or aroused – probably both – and of course it’s hot to imagine her reluctantly getting turned on by it all until she’s compelled to lie back, flip up her dress and masturbate along with me.
It’s not the only time I got caught, but it’s certainly the best time.
For more like this, join the Onania Masturbator Forum, a supportive, affirming community of people living with chronic addiction to masturbation. The focus is on our lives as addicted masturbators, and the pleasures / conflicts / impacts related to our compelling habit.
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