Onania Masturbator Forum: Caught and then some

In the Onania Masturbator Forum, a Masturbator Wrote:


A while back I used to live with a roommate. One particular morning I had the day off while he went to work. I waited until he left and then sat down at the living room computer, turned up the sound and spent an hour or so masturbating to all kinds of porn before finishing with a long loud orgasm. One of the best parts of having the house to yourself, right?

I went to the bathroom to clean myself up, and froze when I heard my friend’s bedroom door open and someone swiftly walking out the front door. Peeking through a window I saw my roommate’s girlfriend, who’d apparently spent the night and then slept in when he left for work.

My cheeks burned as I realized she’d been twenty feet away from me the whole time and heard every filthy second of the videos I was playing – women moaning as they fucked, and gurgling on giant dicks… the constant wet slap of pounded pussies… the endless male grunting of cumshot compilations… the dirty humiliation of jackoff instruction… toys buzzing… women pissing… and of course all the dialog: “You can’t stop playing with your penis, can you? I bet you’re playing with it right now…” “Uuuuhhh yeah, fuck me fuck me fuck me!” “I’m gonna cum – ah, ah, ah, ahhhh!” And through it all she’d also heard the slick sounds of me jacking off, my own groans, maybe even me talking back to the pornstars as I watched them…

I was shaking with shame, but you guessed it – I was also ragingly hard again, and I immediately sat back down and went through the history of my last session, reliving the best moments while imagining her hearing it through the thin bedroom door. Despite just having orgasmed, I blew another urgent load within minutes.

Naturally that morning immediately became one of my favorite pieces of fantasy material. I imagine her as she’s woken up by an endless pornographic soundtrack. She realizes what’s going on and dresses as quietly as she can. Then she sits and waits listening to it all in agonized embarrassment, knowing she has to hear me cum before she’ll have the chance to sneak out. I wonder whether she was disgusted or aroused – probably both – and of course it’s hot to imagine her reluctantly getting turned on by it all until she’s compelled to lie back, flip up her dress and masturbate along with me.

It’s not the only time I got caught, but it’s certainly the best time.


 

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The Onania Masturbator Forum

is  a supportive, affirming community of people living with chronic addiction to masturbation. The focus is on our lives as addicted masturbators, and the pleasures / conflicts / impacts related to our compelling habit. If you (or a partner ) are addicted to masturbation, you are encouraged to join. Here are some samples of the discussions:

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In Onania Masturbator Forum  we freely share our masturbatory fantasies and techniques, including extreme excessive practices used to intensify autoerotic gratification. We explore our conflicts about the costs of masturbation addiction on career, family, friends, and life goals. We process residual feelings of shame, guilt, and humiliation that for some attach to chronic masturbation.

Unlike other pro- or anti-masturbation groups, the Forum is value-neutral and non-judgmental. We make no assumption that masturbation addiction is inherently good or bad, or that chronic masturbators should seek to change their behavior. Each member is free to form and express his own opinions without fear of criticism or judgment. We offer understanding, encouragement, and validation — both to those still struggling with their compulsions and to those finally reconciled to permanent and incurable masturbation addiction.

Onania Masturbator Forum welcomes both male and female masturbators (and partners of masturbators), from gay to straight in sexual orientation. Though a large percentage of the members are male, ladies are encouraged to join and are treated with respect.

 

Onania Masturbator Forum: Managing the urge

In the Onania Masturbator Forum, a Masturbator Wrote:


It’s so difficult and I lack the will power. I come into my home office in the morning with every good intention. Not an intention of not masturbating — that would be pointless — but the intention of getting some work done FIRST, then rewarding myself with a nice long session. But like a robot I go on automatic to G+ and my naughty Gmail account, and the session begins without even a second thought. Masturbation addiction is real, and incurable. I need help, but help would be to no avail. I am a masturbator


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Onania Masturbator Forum: Aborted Orgasm

In the Onania Masturbator Forum, a Masturbator Wrote:


This is a technique I use on myself,…it’s like an accident, but also on purpose. You could call it an ‘aborted’ orgasm, because everything is done to prevent it the full orgasm. I do everything I can to prevent a “real” orgasm. The idea is that there is not the thrusting and jerking of a “real” orgasm and take away any sense of fucking. Often I’m so excited by long periods of masturbation, and trying hard to keep from cumming, that my penis is swollen but not hard, and an orgasm creeps up uncontrollably. My penis, hopelessly, pushes out a little cum, and the feeling is intense and exquisite for me…the build up, the point of ‘accident’ and each dribble is intensely felt. It’s the opposite of being a ‘real man’ who thrusts and jerks.

The overall result is that my usually aggressive cock becomes passive. As she said, because it’s not a full orgasm, the sensitivity and desire and ability to cum linger. For days after, it feels like a pussy–it swells, is sensitive, drips precum, and is warm and sexy all on its own. If I wear panties with it, the feeling is awesome. My penis folds down nicely, and happily. It’s not a struggle to turn it down, nor does it ruin the sensitivity to package it. My sac is also more sensitive, and a gentle finger in the fold between balls is very girlie.

I know that ruined orgasms are associated with the power dynamics of femdom, and they can be beautiful. When practiced by a masturbator, they provide pacification, and, for me, feminisation, without the complication of forced ruining. I masturbate on line with a woman who encourages my female fantasies–we masturbate like two girls together, and this ‘technique’ naturally grew out of that. I was so relishing rubbing myself like a woman, and the overwhelming sensations of a dildo, that I would not want to have an orgasm. She also would not want it, because she wanted to continue playing through her multiple orgasms, which she would share with me. But sometimes I would go over the line, and when I did everything to stop it when it DID happen, I could go on for intense periods to continue playing with her. At the end, she would ask if I wanted to cum, and that would usually cause another helpless glob of cum, and contractions around my dildo that were beautiful.


 

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The Onania Masturbator Forum

is  a supportive, affirming community of people living with chronic addiction to masturbation. The focus is on our lives as addicted masturbators, and the pleasures / conflicts / impacts related to our compelling habit. If you (or a partner ) are addicted to masturbation, you are encouraged to join. Here are some samples of the discussions:

Click to View or Join Forum

In Onania Masturbator Forum  we freely share our masturbatory fantasies and techniques, including extreme excessive practices used to intensify autoerotic gratification. We explore our conflicts about the costs of masturbation addiction on career, family, friends, and life goals. We process residual feelings of shame, guilt, and humiliation that for some attach to chronic masturbation.

Unlike other pro- or anti-masturbation groups, the Forum is value-neutral and non-judgmental. We make no assumption that masturbation addiction is inherently good or bad, or that chronic masturbators should seek to change their behavior. Each member is free to form and express his own opinions without fear of criticism or judgment. We offer understanding, encouragement, and validation — both to those still struggling with their compulsions and to those finally reconciled to permanent and incurable masturbation addiction.

Onania Masturbator Forum welcomes both male and female masturbators (and partners of masturbators), from gay to straight in sexual orientation. Though a large percentage of the members are male, ladies are encouraged to join and are treated with respect.

 

Onania Masturbator Forum: Exposing my cock.

In the Onania Masturbator Forum, a Masturbator Wrote:


From the time I was a small kid I seemed to be in one situation or another where I saw grown men and their cocks. My Dad used to always wake up with a boner and he was never embarrassed or ashamed to walk down the hall scratching or rubbing his balls.

Usually there were Uncles or other relatives around. While I was not sexually molested as a kid I would say that I was sexualized at a very early age.

At the age of 11 I was staying at my Aunt and Grandmother’s house in Los Angeles. It was a two bedroom apartment. My cousin and I would have one room, my Aunt the other and my grandmother slept on the couch.

The next day my Aunt and my Grandmother decided to do a big shopping at the store. They asked my older cousin if he could keep an eye on me that we could hang out together while they did the shopping.

So my cousin said, “yeah that’s okay.” As soon as they left we went into the back bedroom. I turned on the TV in the room and put on a show.

My cousin then asked me if I “jacked off?” I said, “no what is that?” My cousin then unzipped his jeans…..pull down his underwear down to his knees….and then he proceed to stroke his cock. It was awesome as I was 11 and he was 13 so his dick seemed huge.  Continue reading

My Secret Life: Thoughts on Girly Pics and Masturbation

Thoughts on Girly Pics and Masturbation

I vividly remember the startling effect that pictures of naked girls had on me when I was a kid.

– instant erection!

– burning desire!

– compulsion to masturbate!

– intense sexual excitement that would last until orgasm!

It was a transformative experience, that discovery at age twelve.  I already knew about the fun and fulfillment of masturbation, but it had been just a matter of playing with my favorite toy, this secret dirty thing I did because it felt good.

The syndrome wasn’t complete until I added the stimulus of pornography. Mild though the pictures were, by today’s standards, they had the effect described above – guaranteed! Together porn and masturbation created an irresistible entertainment, one that immediately became an important part of my life – the acquisition and hoarding of pornography, and the self-indulgent enjoyment of masturbating while staring at the pictures.

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Take THE NO PUSSY PLEDGE

Face it, Masturbator: you aren’t getting any pussy. And your last attempt was a humiliating failure and only annoyed the pussy. So get past grieving for your lost manhood, and accept your life as a pussy-less Pathetic Male Masturbator. Join your fellow chronics and take the No Pussy Pledge! Just copy and paste the text below into a new reply, and edit or add your own remarks.

THE NO PUSSY PLEDGE

I, <your name>, openly acknowledge that Pussy is a Privilege, deserved only by Real Men and not by Pathetic Male Masturbators like me. I understand that pussies need to be fucked long hard and deep by large stiff cocks, not noodled and dribbled on by wimpy wanker weiners. I admit that I have voided all male claims to pussy by my constant compulsive masturbation. Therefore I pledge to cease all attempts at pussy fucking, now and for evermore. I surrender all male pussy privilege to alpha male breeders and accept my permanent role of pussy-less beta male masturbator. I promise never to annoy another pussy with my pathetic attempts at copulation, and even if a kind female offers me a pity-fuck I will respectfully decline and masturbate in front of her. In exchange for giving up pussy, I retain the right of unlimited access to and personal use of pussy pictures, plastic pussies, and most importantly Hand Pussy.

Humiliation Gets Me Totally Off – Onania Masturbator Forum

OMG I love humiliation. I just spent the last couple days on and off edging and flirting with heavy exposure and confessional outlets that skirt the line with inappropriate. On a ‘secret’ FB. On Fetlife. On twitter with my gooner and edging account(s). Bringing out all these beautiful, near spiritual humiliation urges. I love how far I have come in 4 years since admitting to be a chronic wanker. Junkie gooner! And today I welcome the arousal of extreme humiliation. I would do anything to have Emmas toes in my mouth. Girl next door from IRL who long friendzoned me now. Rejected me. I get off on the rejection and humiliation… She bought me a fleshlight as a friend and I can’t bring myself to use the plastic pussy. It feels like she owns it still. And her refusal to engage with my masturbation any longer means I must deny and not be permitted to prematurely ejaculate into the toyWhen she bought it for me I had appealed to her kind nature to say “I don’t feel its weird that a friend would buy someone a toy like fleshlight for their birthday” and that combined with my Agoraphobia had her buying it for me and surprising me w/ it one time she came over. I once got to be instructed when to cum in the pussy over online chat. But it was just once. And since then the majority of use with it was licking, kissing and slobbering on it to tap into my humiliation/denial kink. Feeling as though the lips i was mashing mine against with were her pussylips. Feeling pathetic being reduced to plastic replacement for the pussy I never got to eat out

Source: (112) Humiliation Gets Me Totally Off – Onania Masturbator Forum

Candaulism – showing wife pics to other men so they can masturbate – Onania Masturbator Forum

My introduction was when I was about 17 and hitchhiking, and a businessman picked me up. The conversation turned to girlfriends and sex and he asked if I wanted to see pics of his wife nude. I said sure, and he pulled over to a secluded spot. After I stared looking he asked if she was hot and it aroused me. I said yes, though I wasn’t that turned on yet, and he asked if I wanted to masturbate. I said, sure. It happened very fast, suddenly I had my pants down and was jerking off while this guy watched. The rest of the drive was super friendly and he took me home, out of his way. I’ve jerked off to the memory many times.I find it very erotic, in a couple of ways. Of course, it’s always great to masturbate to amateur women, but I always feel that this is a woman who is ‘owned’ by a superior man, and I’m just a masturbator. I’m admitting to being a masturbator. That’s very erotic. For me it’s an ultimate in masturbation…we don’t have sex, this is how we have sex with attractive women. We worship them. Tribute is a good word, it is our ultimate praise for their sexual power over us. …and acknowledgement of their man as sexually superior, and knowing that they both are sexually aroused by my masturbating is very exciting to me. I love masturbating with other masturbators who share love of masturbation, but ‘performing’ for a couple who have sex is another thrill entirely.

Source: (110) Candaulism – showing wife pics to other men so they can masturbate – Onania Masturbator Forum