June 2021

Still remember the first time I bought a couple magazines. I was playing hooky from church, since I went to a different one from the rest of my family, I went to a convenience store to check out my newly acquired purchasing power. They were a Score magazine and a Barely 18. I think I […]

Exhibitionism and voyeurism have been part of my sexual identity as far back as I can remember. Even as a boy, I added excitement to my relentless masturbation sessions by doing it in situations where I might be found out: standing in front of my bedroom window with the curtains open, or in the living

Gooning is the absence of social worry. Gooning means touching yourself in ways you never have before. Masturbating your penis to the point of orgasm and slowing down or stopping over… and over… and over. Society might tell you that jerking off is looked down upon but you’ve taken it up a notch – in

Back in the early 2000s I worked out of town for weeks at a time and I always took a portable VCR with me, ostensibly to watch my wife and I’s home-made porn but I also watched regular porn. I discovered that in some hotels when you hooked up the VCR it would somehow electronically

…The next few slides showed boys entering the room. They all seemed to be young, about my age of 18 or 19, and they were all completely naked in sharp contrast to the well dressed ladies. The boys each reached their hand into a box to withdraw a ticket, and looking around the room, found