The Pornosexual Future – Porn Fools Your Brain, Over and Over Again

A human being that does not want sex will not procreate, and not pass its genes on to the next generation. On a level beyond consciousness, your body wants to pass on those genes — and does not care about the circumstances. … Whatever you want to call this circumstance… it is not one that will allow you to function well in the “real world.”

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The Evolution of an addict.

 At about 11 I went through the VHS tapes below the TV and put in one that wasnt labeled. Vividly I remember the blowjob scene. It kind of made me sick and I shut it off immediately. 5 minutes later I put it back on and was humping watching it. Every time my parents would leave I’d sneak my Dad’s 5 tape porn collection and hump. I’d end up humping and not jerking for a long time. I’d spurt between my legs thicker and more numerous ropes of cum than I ever have jerking. … more : The Evolution of an addict.

The Pornosexual Future

Society has rules. And it particularly has rules about sex. Be good. Don’t ogle. If you ogle, don’t get caught. Flirt, but recognize if the person is receptive. Interpret mixed signals carefully. It’s okay to masturbate, but don’t ever talk about it, and don’t do it too often. Maybe a little interest in porn is okay, but too much interest porn is weird and creepy. Maybe going to a strip club is okay, or maybe it’s seen as dirty or sleazy. Lap dances? Prostitution is seen as wrong, whether or not it’s legal, but sex workers are supposed to be respected. You’re not supposed to get obsessed with lust about celebrities… even if they do this:

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The Pornosexual Future – Humiliation as Secret Liberation

We all want sex, and almost all of us want some kind of sex we either cannot get, or cannot get as often as we like. We want someone to dominate us, or to tease us, or to tie us up, or to call us names, or watch us or make us masturbate, or hurt us in a way that we’ve fantasized about obsessively. We’re thankful almost no one knows what we really want… but we realize it’s an obstacle to ever getting what we really want.

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The Asexual Whore – Emma Lilly Official

… Hypersexual and celibate at the same time, my existence has been a source of endless confusion to most people that have attempted to get me off. Why is it that when we talk about porn and masturbation everything is fine, but once the subject changes to their desire to penetrate me I feel myself recoiling- sometimes withdrawing so far inside my own mind that the interaction ends then and there. …

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Coming Out As a Solo Pornosexual – Emma Lilly Official

Something you might not know about me is that I get off on the idea of people finding out that I am a porn addicted masturbator. I think I hear someone once refer to this as a “disclosure fetish”. Whatever it is, I fantasize frequently about telling people about this part of my life.

continued: Coming Out As a Solo Pornosexual – Emma Lilly Official

New Year’s Eve for a masturbator

a masturbator wrote:

i used up my last bit of albolene a day ago, so i went to the drug store to buy more for my solo new years eve.  everyone else in the store was in groups buying noisemakers and funny hats.  it was
a long line and i was obviously buying nothing but a big tub of
albolene.

when i got up to the cashier, a handsome young man, he actually smirked
at me and said ‘big plans for tonight.’  i’m sure i blushed furiously.
he said ‘you’ll want a bag for this.’  the only thing he didnt say
but clearly meant was ‘you’re a pathetic sad-assed wanker.’

of course i might have been imagining the whole thing. i wanted the humiliation, and wanted him to laugh at me, wanted him to know that
the biggest excitement for me is a night alone with a lot of albolene,
compulsively stroking this little dick, looking at pic after pic of big, hung, naked virile young men.

the strange but intense bliss of the addicted hamster-hung
humiliation-hungry masturbator.

may the new year take us all deeper into our pathetic compulsion
and isolation.

 

Spilling Seed Magazine #4 now released

Hello and greetings fellow fun lovers,

We are proud to announce the new issue of Spilling Seed Magazine,
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* 140 pages of masturbation photos, stories, interviews.
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He’s out of control (again)

a masturbator is out of control:

I was off work yesterday and I’m off again today.  I have no self control at all anymore. I tell myself I’m not going to masturbate, but, I do. I immediately started masturbating within one minute of my wife leaving yesterday and couldn’t make myself stop for over 6 hours. I lost most of the day again and nothing got done. Here I am again naked at the computer masturbating. I have no self control and I’m powerless against this addiction.  I’m sure that I will masturbate in bed in the morning with or without my wife being present, unless I have to get up and get online and do it. She knows I do it online now, but, has never actually caught me by surprise. Sometimes I’ll tell her I’m going online to beat off and she leaves me alone to do my thing. I’m naked all the time now when I’m home and I have always slept naked. I’m completly impotent and can’t get hard for any kind of sex, but, when I wake up during the night and in the morning I’m always as hard as a rock. I like to play with myself when I’m hard like that. It never lasts long though soon I’m limp as a wet noodle. No matter what my wife does to me orally or manually no erection any more at all. Sometimes Viagra will work.

I just wanted to touch base with you before I get greasy and I’m down to onehanded typing.