My First Porn Shoot – Emma Lilly Official

I want to preface this by saying I had an AMAZING time and this blog post will be overwhelmingly positive, BUT you will be reading a bit about how the bacon is made. If you’d rather keep the illusion that I really was just about to hop in the shower when the cameras just happened to start rolling, then maybe this is not the post for you! Otherwise keep reading to hear about my first day on a pro porn set.

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Should I Have Sex on Camera? – Emma Lilly Official

If you’re on my blog you probably already know that sex isn’t really a priority for me. Intimacy and masturbation? Yes. Penetration, not so much. Sex for me has always been a performance. Something close to exercise that I with my partner. It’s a lot of fun and it can turn me on, but for the most part it’s not going to get me anywhere near an orgasm. I had pretty much branded myself as sex free when I decided that I wanted to make my living as a sex worker.

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How I Got My First Vibrator in Front of 100 People – Emma Lilly Official

The woman climbed up onto the stage and reached into a large clear container filled with folded papers. She pulled out a sheet, unfolded it, and read out my name. “Congratulations, Emma Lilly! Come on up here and claim your prize!”

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Three Things I Learned After One Year of Sex Work – Emma Lilly Official

For men there is a different but equally damaging type of war waged. It is a type that quietly seeps in to the fabric of society and poisons self esteem. This concept of man as an aggressor and conquoror, always ready to dominate and penetrate has led to a silent suffering. In my experience there is a common experience that arises if a man doesn’t feel that he fits this role.

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The Asexual Whore – Emma Lilly Official

… Hypersexual and celibate at the same time, my existence has been a source of endless confusion to most people that have attempted to get me off. Why is it that when we talk about porn and masturbation everything is fine, but once the subject changes to their desire to penetrate me I feel myself recoiling- sometimes withdrawing so far inside my own mind that the interaction ends then and there. …

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