It’s so difficult and I lack the will power. I come into my home office in the morning with every good intention. Not an intention of not masturbating — that would be pointless — but the intention of getting some work done FIRST, then rewarding myself with a nice long session. But like a robot I go on automatic to G+ and my naughty Gmail account, and the session begins without even a second thought. Masturbation addiction is real, and incurable. I need help, but help would be to no avail. I am a masturbator.
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How many of us chronic masturbators (married or otherwise) gone to the computer and said to ourselves, “I’ll just go on ESPN and check the sports scores.” Of course, I usually start by going to my porn e-mail address (this one), so I’ve already set myself up to fail. Between checking on my OnaniaSupport updates and Google+ news, the familiar urge start to roil in my groin. Then I start removing articles of clothing. My shirt, my sweatpants. So now I’m just in my underwear and I know I’ve already lost. I reach for my Albolene and remove my last article of clothing (nude bating is the only way to fly) and lean back in my bate chair and allow the porn to wash over me. ESPN might as well be Chinese stock exchange results for all I care. Pleasuring my penis is my only mission and I will not stop until I have a full and complete orgasm (resulting from a lengthy edging and gooning session, hopefully). This is my life and I accept that I am a
chronic married masturbator.
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How true I have been in the same situation for years. Getting to my desk
quite early sometimes with the best intentions only to come across a nasty
email or another masturbator messaging me. I find it quite impossible to
resist the temptation and my penis is soon in my hand and another session
begins and the work is soon forgotten as self-pleasure becomes my only
interest.
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I never rersisted the urge .
I ALWAYS submitted to my masturbation urges .
My mom encouraged me to masturbate daily , and if i needed to then masturbate 2 or 3 x a day if i had the urge .
She taught me it was good for my health .and would ask me at the breakfast table , in front of my sister and dad , if I had masturbated this week ,
I would reply yes , several times . To which she would say Good boy ,
When I was older , mum still asked me if I had masturbated looking at the magazines she had found under my bed . And suggested I borrow some of the magazines he ( dad was at the table ) masturbates over . And told him to go and get them , which he did.
I thanked him for the magazines , and mum said you will know the ones he likes they are the ones he has cum all over , aren’t they , to which he replied yes .
That night I stripped off in my room and looked at the magazines , wow , they were so horny , with pictures of big cock and actual fucking .
There was a letters section too , the pages that were stuck together were about a man whose wife fucked men with big cocks in front of her husband while he was reduced to masturbation . Then licked his wife’s cunt and her lovers cock afterwards .
There was also stories of gay sex , with well thumbed pages where you could tell he had read while masturbating . and stories of male masturbation cuckold men and men sucking other mens cocks in front of there wifes etc.
Dad had lots of these mags called Forum, he lent me them when he was finishes , and would say things like , youll love the story about the guy with the big cock etc, or of bi sex 3 somes , he would tell me his favourite . And I knew he had masturbated over it .And so would I .
I would masturbate naked in my room reading the stories and letters , It was so horny knowing my dad had masturbated reading the same stories too ,
That’s how I discovered my dad was an addicted masturbator too
Guy
at 56 I am still a contstant and daily masturbator