Onania Masturbator Forum: 18 and addicted to edging

I’m 18yo and already totally addicted to edging and porn. I started reading about masturbation addiction at 14 and everything I read really turned me on. It just made me so hard thinking how jerking off can totally take control of your life. This is also the year when I discovered edging. And that’s what really pushed me over the edge. I started edging for hours every day and by the time I was 16 I knew I was already totally addicted, edging around 4-6h every day.

Now I usually start my sessions as soon as I come home from school. I run into my room, turn on my pc and load hundreds of tabs of nasty porn. Lately I started watching really hardcore and extreme stuff… I guess I got kinda desensitized to normal porn. I just start clicking on links using my left hand – my right hand already edging my cock. Every few seconds there is a new pic or video, nastier and nastier as the time goes by. I’m quickly right on the edge of orgasm, but that doesn’t mean it’s over… It actually means it only just started. That’s when I start really perving on nasty porn, clicking through the most bizzare stuff, keeping my cock rock hard and right on the edge the entire time. And hours just fly by…. 4h, 6h .. 8h.. And before I know it it’s already waaaay to late and I’m hungry as fuck, cuz I forgot to eat with all that perving going on and of course i need to piss bad too.

That used to mark the end of my sessions, but lately i just grab something to eat, go back to my pc and continue edging… I even started using poppers which makes my sessions even more intense and totally messes up my head. And there are days when I won’t stop edging till I literally collapse on my bed and fall asleep. At 6am in the morning! And of course I have to skip school the next day cuz I’m just too fucking tired. But when I wake up the whole cycle repeats.

I don’t usually cum at the end of my sessions. I just keep the cum in my balls together with all that sexual energy, which means that the next day I’m 10 times hornier and my porn addiction really shows its most extreme side… The porn becomes really bizzare, usually totally gay, and I start drooling on myself, sticking my tongue out, edging my cock like a retard. Not to mention that my balls start hurting like hell and are swollen to double the size.. But I just don’t care – I love that feeling, I need that feeling. It’s such a turn on to overbate my cock and keep my balls denied for days. I think it really made my addiction grow stronger.

Sometimes there are days when I just can’t do anything else and I end up edging and perving to porn all day. Since the moment I wake up till the moment I collapse on my bed totally exhausted from all day of edging and perving. And lately this’s been happening a lot.

So anyway.. that’s my story. And it feels good to publicly confess it