Mman8402022 I’ve always been embarrassed by my masturbation. It’s gotten progressively worse over the years, but I was addicted from the 1st time I did it when I was just 9 or 10. My wife has had no sex drive at all for decades and when I could not get hard for her hands anymore that stopped too. I finally had to come out to her, as embarrassing as it was, and tell her I masturbate, that I masturbate a lot and that I’m addicted to it. I told her that I can’t help it, that I need it. Now that she knows I do it whenever I want to, in front of her too. I’m naked at home most of the time now. She sometimes makes remarks and comments that are humiliating and hurtful.
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