Onania Masturbator Forum: At night my hand always found my penis in bed

In the Onania Masturbator Forum, a Masturbator Wrote:


As a teen, I
Hours spent in the bathroom with a bottle of hand cream, if I was lucky perhaps no one was home and I could sneak one of the nudist magazines out of my Dad’s closet.

Sometimes finding womens underwear in the bathroom of homes we were visiting, always afraid to really masturbate but not to hold them to my nose and smell, stoking my penis, but only for a minute, not wanting to seem that I was in the bathroom for an unusual amount of time.

Standing in the small garden shed in the back yard. The back of this facing a neighbors back yard…the 40ish wife laying in the sun tanning, her body all covered in oil and her suit not covering much (afterall she was in her yard and no one could see her)..except me with my pants around my ankels, my eye up to that hole in the wall and masturbating.  How many loads of sperm did I leave on the floor of that shed? 

When I was about 13 or 14 I got a job sweeping the floor and running a shoe shine stand in the Barber Shop.  The bathroom was small and also served as a broom closet, but it had a lock on the door and a stack of mens magazines. Mostly play boy and back then you would not even know a women had pubic hair or a pussy…they did not show them. But those wonderful asses and big breast with nipples…I spent at least an hour everyday in the Masturbating. I masturbated a lot sitting on the toilet in those days….the bathroom had a lock on the door.

At night my hand always found my penis in bed. I came into a lot of “sock pussies”.

I think I could write a book about all the things I have done while masturbating and all the places I did it.

But really it was not until my 40s that I really really learned to edge, learning to extend masturbation for hours or even days.

I could masturbate and ejaculate three times a day back then…but its not the same as extended masturbation, especially while exploring other erotic activities.


 

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