by vicarswanktoo » Tue Feb 20, 2024 3:03 pm
That takes a weight off just being able to type those words. But more on that in a moment.
I have been an avid masturbator all of my life since discovering my dad’s porn stash as a young teenager. Thankfully mom and dad had white shag carpet in their bedroom or I would have had a lot of explaining to do regarding my first ejaculation. Lots of masturbating throughout high school and college. Met a girl, lost my virginity. Met my future wife and we have had lots of frisky sex over the years. Bought a porn magazine every couple of months for masturbating purposes, wife discovered she liked to look at them too. Lots of sex, lots of masturbating. Have always been in love with my thick, beautiful cock.
Started exploring my kinks. Eating my come, shooting it on my face and into my mouth, tributing pictures by request from women (?) on a swingers site. Loved all these things.
As wife slowed down in the sexual desire (mostly for valid reasons) I seemed to ramp up my masturbating. These days I get to it most weekdays before I get in the shower for between 10-15 minutes. Almost always with warmed up shea butter as a lubricant. It’s super slippery and there is nothing like pouring warmed butter over your cock- as I have said here, it practically springs to life when I pour the oil on. I have used some deep breathing and mind control while masturbating and have learned to have orgasms while using my PC muscle to hold back the come. That may not be the best thing and I’m trying to not do that so often but there is nothing like having 5 orgasms in about 10-15 minutes. I shoot and eat my come about once a week but masturbate to multiple orgasms several times a week.
Which brings us to December of last year. After a couple of vigorous, prolonged sessions a few days in a row, I hurt my right arm from all the masturbating. I mean like really hurt it, pulled a muscle or something. I switched to my left hand for a while but then went back mostly to my right. I had a massage late in December (legitimate) and mentioned my arm pain but did not explain it. The pain persisted and began getting in the way of doing things, such as lifting heavy things, carrying a bag of groceries, etc.
Had another massage scheduled for yesterday and began to think of ways I could explain my situation to my LMT (a wonderful, friendly older woman) so she could know what to work on.
I told her about my back pain and then she asked about my arm- did it still hurt? I said yes, it’s maybe an ongoing issue. As soon as those words tumbled out I knew there was no going back. Suddenly this didn’t seem like such a good idea. She then asked if I knew what was causing it. I knew the answer, but I asked if this was a safe space to discuss things. We’ve had some personal discussions before so I know that she can be trusted with keeping things confidential. She is one part therapist and one part massage therapist. She said it was and turned off the smart speaker that was playing the massage music.
I then stammered out that it was a sexually related injury. I was glad that I was on my stomach with my face through the little hole in the table. She is the one who then said, “Probably from masturbating, right?” OMG- she said it, I didn’t have to! I replied that yes, that was it and she asked, “too often or too long?” to which I replied, “both!” We had a little laugh about that and the tension about this moment finally went away.
She then finished my massage (this happened maybe 10 minutes in), working over my right arm pretty good. I felt like she was maybe rubbing her mound up against my arm a little more than she usually does (when it was on the table) and holding my arm in such a way as to let the tops of my fingers feel the underside of her breasts more than usual but maybe it’s just me wishing. I definitely think she was adjusting the sheet and warming blanket while I was on my back in such a manner as to see if I was erect (I wasn’t). There was a lot of adjusting and patting down going on there.
As I left she reminded me to “take care of myself”; I don’t think she meant it in that way but I said “I will, and I’ll stay off of my right arm” which caused us both to giggle.
Scheduling another massage in late March!
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