I have a major project I’m supposed to be working on, due in June. It’s something that I enjoy and want to do well on. And yet … and yet … all I can think of is masturbation. I want to do it, to blog about it, to chat about it. I can keep my thoughts focused on the project for a few minutes or maybe an hour, but masturbation is always in the background, calling to me. I’m like a swimmer in a strong current: I can make progress, but it’s an effort; and when I relax for just a moment I’m swept away.
I know why I’m like this. Years of masturbating, especially long slow marathon edging, have burned the urge deep into my brain. It’s always there, waiting for me to give in. I’m everything the anti-masturbation sites warn about.
Has chronic masturbation brought you to this point? Can you still concentrate when you need to?
So true, i’m an old guy, just had a cum and hour ago and masturbating my cock, enjoyably of course, again, so enjoy reading and seeing others masturbate and i always masturbate along.
I too have masturbation on the mind. I’m not willing to fight the cravings, I so love to masturbate my penis. Other parts of my life are affected, I just try to manage.
I find it difficult to concentrate often. When you masturbate as much as we do, it becomes like a drug.
I find that exersice helps. So does coffee and natural foods. I’ve tried to give up masturbation but there is always a rebound effect. I now try and manage my addiction.
I LOVE to masturbate and a masturbator is who I am, sexually. I don’t want to give it up but I don’t want it to ruin my life. It is a tough wire to balance.
always in the background is masturbation, my addiction is always present and it leaps to my first thoughts daily whenever my mind wanders. The feeling get from stroking my penis is so wonderful.