I’m a masturbator, addicted to porn and stroking my dick. I used to have a very active straight sex life. I slept with my share of women before I got married. I was married for 15 years to a hot bitch who fucked other guys and told everyone we knew and humiliated the hell out me. Meanwhile she lied to me, knowing I knew the truth. She loved making me crazy, and she was good at it. I was crazy about her and she never stopped giving me hand jobs, while laughing at me. I loved her hand jobs and her laughing at me made me even harder. She let me feel up her pussy but let other guys fuck it. If I’d been smart, I would’ve told her to bring her studs home and let me fluff their cocks for her, but at the time I was still repressing my bi side, and I divorced her. I tried dating sights. Many of the women were married and fucking on the side, and I didn’t want some crazed husband shooting me. The rest were a bunch of whiners, even more screwed up than I am. Eventually, I turned to porn. JOI, then light humiliation, then femdom, cei, hypno, gooning, make me bi, cocks, crossdressing, dildo sucking, fantasizing about sucking cock. Within a few months I was a porn addict, and years later, here I am, a real perv. I know I’m pathetic and I can’t quit. I love to goon and edge, and I love to cum. I love humiliation. I’d love to suck a big cock while a hot woman watches and calls me a loser and a cock sucker and whatever she wants to call me. And while the real man joins in, calling me a sissy bitch and making me tell him how much I love his big cock. I’ve never sucked cock but I’m pretty I’ll love it if I ever do. In the meantime I goon and escape everything else on a regular basis. Not all the time, because I have a life and am successful. I’m not proud of being a jerk off, but so what? Masturbating is when I’m really happy.
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