a masturbator wrote:
with my Wife embracing dominance more and more now, i see increasingly how it is to have one’s sole source of sexual satisfaction be humilation-based after 4 weeks of not cumming, my Wife announced we’d have sex (a few days after i asked if i could cum, with no answer), and when we went to bed she simply said to play with her feet and not expect her to do much as she wasn’t 100%
so…. i did, of course and eagerly, no foreplay, nothing besides getting to it
after a time and much foot worship, cleaning her dirty feet with my mouth, smelling them, getting her to moan at least when i sucked her 2 big toes in my mouth like a cock….
then i am, after asking permission (don’t even know how to act on my own now), rubbing cock thru panties on her feet and basically fucking/rubbing on them desperately as i am kissing and licking just below her knees as that’s as far as i can reach
i hear her laughing
after she gets me off with one foot and the other foot in my face, it is time to get her off with vibe/dildo
she tells me i’m too slow to get it cleaned and ready
i rush, i stammer, she closes her eyes and her head goes up, dreaming of who knows what while i service her, thrusting the cuckolding vibrating dildo (with clitoral vibe) into he
even after there is no cuddling or such, a nice kiss but this was pure sexual gratification, and all very clearly with me as foot freak and service provider
later of course i masturbate to humiliation porn
i have given up most other downloading stuff, the only “regular” porn i’ve watched has been stuff my Wife has, thinking of how it is open she dreams of other men fucking her
this is all there is, and i’m SO happy, but at the same time can cry realizing what a fucking loser i am…this is all there is….yes!