Chapter 1 Four years ago my life radically changed when I started dating a sweet lady online. We chatted almost daily and eventually I asked her to marry me. She said yes! I am one lucky man. Around this same time period my long term hobby since 2000 was a private adult mens forum dedicated to masturbation. The idea was to be positive and open about it, to share stories and pictures and to help each other enhance our sessions. The main rule was to to be positive towards women, to adore them, love them, pr