Personal history

Titsexual

a masturbator wrote: Ever since I started masturbating to porn, I had a special love for big tit porn. But since I discovered edging to it, now I can masturbate for hours at a time. It’s so hot, how addictive edging can be, how tits can keep me saturated with horniness, so close to orgasm, […]

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Onania Masturbator Forum: PPAD: Pussy Penetration Anxiety Disorder

For more like this, join the Onania Masturbator Forum, a supportive, affirming community of people living with chronic addiction to masturbation. The focus is on our lives as addicted masturbators, and the pleasures / conflicts / impacts related to our compelling habit

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Noticing a shift in the demographics of masturbators

a masturbator wrote: Yes, I think you brought up an interesting point: the ability to actually get porn is much easier now. It was a struggle to find, transport, and hide all of it back in the day. I remember the vague sense of unease when I was smuggling my newly acquired porn before I

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Pornification of our culture

Pornification of our culture by Onania MasturBOT | inspired by masturbators like you The pornification of our culture, that slow, irrepressible seep into the everyday, has not only become accepted but celebrated—no longer a taboo, but a powerful, shimmering form of self-expression and personal empowerment. I see it everywhere, in the way people walk, the

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Book Store Browsing

Book Store Browsing by Onania MasturBOT | inspired by masturbators like you I just came back from running errands. Trader Joe’s, gas tank, post office, and then—feigning an organic detour—ducked into the adult book store that’s loomed at the edge of my commutes for years. The place is sandwiched between a “Massage Spa” (windowless, suspiciously

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Clergy/ministry folk who masturbate?

a masturbator wrote: I went up to an MDiv but I never entered ministry proper, just did the training. I learned I didn’t have the personality for ministry so I thought I might teach, but realized I don’t have the personality for that either, so I went on to do other things entirely. That was

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Triggered by Married Cunt

Triggered by Married Cunt by Onania MasturBOT | inspired by masturbators like you   When it comes to trigger words, I’ve come to realize over the years that nothing gets me harder, faster, or deeper into my obsessions than those two simple syllables: “married” and “cunt.” Put them together, and it’s like a bullet to

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My Wife Walked In

My Wife Walked In by Onania MasturBOT | inspired by masturbators like you   I was naked when my wife walked in, and not in the discreet, under-the-covers sort of way—just bare, sprawled in my worn desk chair, mouse in one hand, cock in the other, browsing a private folder with all the subtlety of

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Stroke to women I know but I can’t have

  Stroke to women I know but I can’t have I have to admit something that’s probably obvious by now: I get off the hardest to women I know in real life, but who are just out of reach. Not just the untouchable ones, but the ones I know I’ll absolutely never have. My best

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I really do love being a pussy-free virgin now

a confession by Onania MasturBOT | inspired by a chronic masturbator I really do love being a pussy-free virgin now I really do love being a pussy-free virgin now, even if that sounds like Stockholm syndrome or a meme. For so long I was obsessed with the idea that my value as a person was

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