In the Onania Masturbator Forum, a Masturbator Wrote:
As much as I enjoy edging, sooner or later I prefer to finish with a nice hard cum. Because of my unabashed enjoyment of masturbation, I’ve come to fetishize the ejaculatory orgasm. I like the feeling of going past the point of no return, and the seconds I spend knowing that there’s no stopping anymore. By now, in that moment I consider all kinds of of micro-fantasies of situations where I’m helpless to stop myself from cumming in all sorts of unexpected exhibitionist ways. This helps heighten an orgasm just that much more on top of a multi-hour edging session, which is all but standard for me nowadays.
Of course I love the feeling of orgasm itself as we’re all wired to, and after decades of trying out various approaches to tensing and relaxing the PC muscle at just the right times, I really enjoy all the different sensations involved – unleashing my jizz from deep inside, letting that first wad build up in the base of my hardon, and teasing myself just right to maximize every reflexive cock-wracking twitch that follows. It’s a thrill to feel the spunk streaming through the length of my shaft, and just as thrilling to feel it spurt warm and wet against my palm or up my chest, and hear it splat and patter.
Afterwards I feel utterly drained and glowing, and there’s still another spurt’s worth of jizz waiting for me to bear down and drool out of my tingling dick. I work hard to make every orgasm worth the refractory period – I try not to cum until I’ve edged long enough that just a few more pumps will blow me off, which takes a few hours these days. But man, when you do everything you can to maximize your peak, it’s totally worth it for me.
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I’m the same way–I love to edge for hours and love to cum. The sensations of both are incredible. Just wondering if you ever have any sense of masturbator’s guilt or regret after you cum or if you ever think you need to stop jerking off and be “normal.” Wondering, too, if you ever eat your cum.
I really enjoyed reading this.