Fergus MacDougal’s Masturbation Journal

In the Onania Masturbator Forum, a Masturbator Wrote:

I think the basic situation will be familiar to many of you – I am an outwardly normal and respectable person, but I live another life in private, as a shamelessly enthusiastic recreational masturbator. Nobody knows that about me (I hope), except sympathetic fellow wankers that I meet on-line.


Fergus MacDougal’s Masturbation Journal

My byline may be familiar to many readers of this forum, I have posted several times. I also publish My Secret Life, a blog about being a chronic masturbator.

I think the basic situation will be familiar to many of you – I am an outwardly normal and respectable person, but I live another life in private, as a shamelessly enthusiastic recreational masturbator. Nobody knows that about me (I hope), except sympathetic fellow wankers that I meet on-line.

The heart of my blog is a totally frank and truthful history of my sex life, especially when I first began to masturbate, and how it evolved into obsession. The blog format presents the most recent post on the landing page, but there is an introduction and list of the four main sexual history posts at My Personal Sexual History – Introduction. Many who have read this account, especially men of about my same age (baby boomers) have had similar experiences and enjoy reading my account.

Other posts on my blog include essays and fantasy stories. The focus is on masturbation, informed by my own life and outlook, related topics such as voyeurism and exhibitionism, plus a few tales of “normal” male-female sex.

If you like to read sexually explicit stories I think you will enjoy my blog. It is intended for a primarily male audience, who I assume will be masturbating while reading it. So pull your pants down and have a look at My Secret Life!

The reason for this forum thread, my masturbation journal, other than shamelessly promoting my blog, is so I can share my secret life of joyful solo sex. It really is a compulsion – writing (and sometimes talking) about this taboo subject. In particular I am looking forward to relating incidents in my life, things I have done in private, that would shock most people if they knew. Except, of course, for the readers of Onania, who I know will understand.


For more like this, join the Onania Masturbator Forum,  a supportive, affirming community of people living with chronic addiction to masturbation. The focus is on our lives as addicted masturbators, and the pleasures / conflicts / impacts related to our compelling habit.

1 thought on “Fergus MacDougal’s Masturbation Journal”

  1. I left my comments after reading your posting titled More earlier this week. You and I have much in common concerning the life our friends and family see and that life we keep private and they know-nothing about. I look forward to reading “My Secret Life.” I kind of expect it will read similar to what I would write.

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