a lady masturbator writes:
https://fetlife.com/groups/1100/group_posts/2797924
I posted this in my writing section, but then I found this group so I figured I would repost it.
I spend a lot of time masturbating. Maybe more than I should. I learned what sex was early on in life and it excited me. I am not sure if it is ok to admit this here but I started pleasuring myself before I was even reached my teen years.
I go through different phases. Sometimes I become obsessed with anime or hentai, sometimes various types of porn videos or photos, but most often its just my imagination that turns me on and drives me wild.
Up until a year or so ago I was super ashamed with myself for always wanting to play with myself, but I came to realize, just about everyone does it, it feels good, its safe, and its really a great way to entertain ones self. I now can not understand why people act like it is so shameful? I am actually a bit proud of myself. I can release my sexual tension in a safe way without going out and having sex with random guys that have no intention of a relationship and that may have an std or something. I also avoid being another statistic for the teenage pregnancy epidemic.
I am proud to say that I am still a virgin. Well kind of a virgin. I mean I did end up taking my own cherry with a my brother’s toy pistol, it vibrated when you pulled the trigger… pretty strongly too. It had a long smooth barrel and once I slipped it in myself I sort of lost self control. So I guess you can say I lost my cherry at gun point. I do remember not having any pain during that, I don’t understand why some women claim that it hurts so much the first time. I also did not bleed any.
Anyway I washed off the toy and put it back in my brother’s stuff. He never knew what I did with it and I kind of feel awkward when he played with it but it was kind of funny. I am a little sad though that since then the toy has been thrown out. I wish I could of kept it as like a souvenir.
So now a days I masturbate at least once a day if not two or three depending on who I am feeling. I do wonder if that is to much. I mean I don’t want to be over doing it but I just can not help myself.
Also I feel like I want to try some new creative was to do it. I was wondering if anyone had any suggestions that are more outside of the box.
Things I have done, include of course various toys, public masturbation (discreetly of course), some playing on camera, while driving, running water, and goes with out saying my fingers.
I will admit I am lightly caressing myself as I write this.
So can anyone relate?
It’s so good to open up here and share about our masturbation experiences. Thank you for giving readers in this forum an opportunity to savor the sweet discoveries you’ve made as you learned that playing with yourself is not only natural but so delightful and beneficial in so many ways. I don’t have any specific suggestions other than to explore your own imaginative desires and find ways (discreetly, as you said) to pleasure yourself in new and various settings. One of many things I’ve enjoyed as a male solo masturbation pursuer is finding unusual places to get naked and play with my penis – such as secluded rooms in an old building or very carefully concealed places out in mountains or woods where I can take a trail and find a quiet spot to lovingly caress and enjoy my naked (or partially naked) play. I have quite a few fetishes, too, such as peeing on myself or simply enjoying a pee outside in nature. For some reason those pent-up desires to get naked in unusual settings goes right along with my rather tame but consistent interest in pee-play. But that might not appeal to you at all. I only share it to say, in reply to your question about trying things “outside of the box”. The key is to do what appeals to you, if you can do so safely and in a way that enhances your sensual enjoyment of your own beautiful body!
Also, as you said in your last sentence: “I will admit I am lightly caressing myself as I write this.” Yes! That’s what I’m doing as I write this reply. Keep it up. Have fun. Enjoy the many beauties and discoveries of your nude play. You have a wonderful body to enjoy. Love it and savor it. Your post was very alluring and enjoyable for me to read. Now I’ll stop typing and play with myself more! Happy masturbating!