In the Onania Masturbator Forum, a Masturbator Wrote:
When I was younger and saw a nice set ot tits or a nice ass I’d always say “man, I sure would like to fuck her”. In the last few years I’ve found myself saying “man, I’d love to jackoff on that ass” or “on those tits”.
The other day I saw a really nice ass and thought “man, I’d love to see a well hung stud get that”.
I guess it’s all part of becomming a solosexual but I sure am glad I’m thinking like this!
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If it wasn’t for erectile pills I would still be a virgin today and I would be getting yelled at the doctor for peter beating so much. Virgin adult males beat off more than guys that have had pussy because the mystery of pussy still frustrates them, I should know my long term virginity bugged me out something terrible which led to my compulsive masturbation.
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Me too. I used to see a female in a business meeting and think “I want to impregnate her”. Now I only want to strip naked and show what a total jerkoff I am. Watching her get fucked well by a stud would be nice, too.
I love hearing about your struggles with virginity. I had my own virginal frustrations for all teenage years and well into college. After I finally penetrated the mystery of pussy, my masturbating slacked off but never stopped. Then I discovered the mystery of masturbatory edging, and my pussy-fucking slacked off replaced by endless hours of penis stroking. Now I am again a “virgin” male who can’t fuck pussy because of my addiction. But I don’t masturbate because I can’t fuck: it’s the other way around.
I felt the same way when I was younger. Everytime I saw a female I would
say to a buddy how much I want to fuck her pussy, asshole, or tittie fuck
her. Now all I want to do is strip totally bare and cum on those delicious
parts. Total addicted masturbator here but fucking LOVE it!
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Great topic. This is something I’ve felt for a few years now. For a long time I was a `normal’ masturbator, jerking off to girly mags and imagining I was actually having sex, like the majority of guys. Now I find that I get far more aroused imagining the model is looking at me from the computer screen, completely aware that I’m wanking uncontrollably. She knows and I know that I’m nothing but a pathetic jerk off that she would never allow near her. That’s why I love when models give that frosty, superior look or that knowing smirk directly to camera. To me it always says “I know you’re nothing but a cock stroker and you’re masturbating to me right now”.
What really turned me on to this aspect was the appearance of the jerk off handsign in some photosets, which is still all too rare. My discovery of masturbation instruction videos really was the icing on the cake.
My masturbation addiction has become stronger since I’ve approached porn in this way. Now I rarely imagine I’m fucking anyone. I just imagine that all these girls can see me naked, in front of my computer, masturbating for hours on end, unable to tear myself away from my addiction, trapped in a world of porn and masturbation.
I think it’s that fact that this is the reality of the situation is what gets me off so much and makes me want to wank more and more. The unrealistic fantasy that I could be fucking any of these models doesn’t work for me. I am a completely addicted jerk off, and the more humiliated and ashamed I feel for stroking my cock to porn, the more turned on it makes me. Getting naked makes me feel very vulnerable and exposed, which turns me on even more.
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Perfect!!! “…The unrealistic fantasy that I could be fucking any of these models doesn’t work for me. I am a completely addicted jerk off, and the more humiliated and ashamed I feel for stroking my cock to porn, the more turned on it makes me. Getting naked makes me feel very vulnerable and exposed, which turns me on even more.”
My chief fantasies now, about women I know, are not about fucking them any more, but about their rejection of me as a suitable prospect for sex, their pity and kind humiliation of me as a masturbator. This has been a theme of my life, and it’s liberating to finally admit to it.
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Spot On! with previous posts!
At this point i am totally incapable of “normal” sex. A gorgeous woman somehow just knowing i am “small” and allowing me to beat off (either in her presence or not) because she likes me is a huge turn on. i don’t really think about fucking beautiful women, but giving them head instead. i would NOT jerk off while engaged in eating her as i want my full focus where it should be. i even stay fully clothed (unless she says otherwise). AFTER she has thoroughly glazed my face and is sufficiently satisfied (as much as oral can satisfy her anyway) it is totally up to her if she wants to see me further humiliate myself by witnessing my self abuse or pat my head & send her hopeful forlorn puppy home to fap & fantasize. If she’s a little naughty, she’ll suggest that i go home, edge as long as i can (viewing only porn that has big cock in it), ruin my orgasm, and then eat it as a tribute to her.
This has happened to me only about 5 or 6 times in real life. 2 or 3 times it became a recurring arrangement with the woman (but that’s another story).