In the Onania Masturbator Forum, a Masturbator Wrote:
Sometimes I miss pussy but I know that only intense edging with my
hot cock and fantasy about masturbators who really love it is what I
really need. Shame gets me off because of my upbringing and definitely
contributed to me spending endless hours with my cock every night in my teens. My wife knows I am pumping my penis like being hard is a
marathon sport and seems ok with that, but does not like my perversion
for staring at pictures and moaning phone sex with men. Hot solo sex
over other edging masturbators with a hot pussy or a turgid cock makes
me feel the animal pleasure I so desire. Between spread legs is the
magic that makes the edging masturbator moan to get on, and not just
to get off. I love the night hours with pants off and penis turgid with so much aching teasing and relieving pleasure to go. I am sure
to be thinking “Oh God” as my animal lust expresses itself in the
pink beauty of my masturbation pole and feel called to really do it
to the maximum to satisfy my desire. I polished my cock like a statue
and moaned like a prayer to my bedroom mirror as a teenager. I could
never be hard enough and loved every position and was dying to suck
myself. Short skirts, perky tits and pussy filled my mind but the
penis that I rode for hours filled my eyes. I felt huge and a real
man only when I was hard. I could not get my wife to spank me like
my mother did and I need to get caught as I am so ready to shoot off
I cannot stop it. ….
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