Onania Masturbator Forum: Masturbating a lot more since finding this site

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In the Onania Masturbator Forum, a Masturbator Wrote:

Remember back when I first joined I was masturbating maybe once a day and usually less? Since Joining the site and my Onania epiphany I’ve been masturbating 2 and 3 times a day and when I’m not masturbating I’m thinking about porn and my dick.

 

Masturbating a lot more since finding this site

Post by apiggoesmoo » Thu Jul 24, 2014 1:45 pm

I joined back in June and I was grossed out by what I read and the word Onania really bothered me. Onania would pop into my head at any time during the day and I felt dirty. It gave me a shiver. I thought why would this guy, Richard use such a disgusting word for something that can already feel so shameful? At the same time I went on masturbating, at times once a day, other times I would go for days without, and without the desire. However, I have been a compulsive masturbator since I was 15 (47 now) and my addiction has been through many phases including times, years ago when I would masturbate 5-6 times a day (i’m sure my single one day record is much higher) I was a member of SA for about 3 years from 02-05 pursuing that ever elusive (for me anyway) “sexual sobriety” My longest abstinence was 2-3 periods of 2 months. The fact is I didn’t work the program the way its designed. I observed many people maintaing long solid sobriety. They were the ones working the steps and practicing recovery every day. It was a great experience, I would recommend it to anyone but writing this has me thinking of something long and solid. In 05 I met my current wife. For several years she forbade me to masturbate and just looking at a picture of another woman was an almost an adulterous offense where she was concerned. Long story short – a lot has changed since then. She is very tolerant. These days I can sit next to her in our bed (occasionally) and masturbate to my favorite porn while she reads or watches tv and she’ll sometimes look over my way with an mmm, a dirty comment or just curiosity that always makes me yank harder. 

So, “Onania”, that gross disgusting word on a gross disgusting site full of gross disgusting wankers. Despite my repulsion I kept thinking about the site, my own habits and attitudes, and that word Onania. I like to use iPhoto to organize my masturbation pictures. The photos are split into events and each event displays a key photo (the one that turns me on most or draws me in some how to the rest of those pictures) and a title. I’ve purposed iPhoto for this for a couple years and always used an accurate title (the name of the porn star or whatever) One day a couple weeks ago I was choosing key photos and one event was really hot and had the hottest keyphoto. So hot I didn’t want to give it the same old kind of title. That invasive “Onania” popped into my head just like many times before but this time with a rush of excitement and a grabbing of the penis. Onania was its name and my iPhoto library of 54,618 pictures and growing is vastly transformed. That’s awesome but its not the most important thing. Remember back when I first joined I was masturbating maybe once a day and usually less? Since Joining the site and my Onania epiphany I’ve been masturbating 2 and 3 times a day and when I’m not masturbating I’m thinking about porn and my dick. Just thinking gives me an endorphin rush and of course there’s planning. Aahh planning. I love to dig deep into my dirty mind and plan everything I’m going to do indoors with myself the next time I have the house alone for a couple days. That’s probably a good place to stop. I’ll be back when I have significant alone time. Maybe I’ll publish my plan beforehand then tell everyone how it went afterward. I hope it would get you stroking. if I get some positive response I’ll definitely do it. Here’s the thing, the rate I’m going is not sustainable vis a vi responsibilities. Something has to give. Any advice?

 

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4 thoughts on “Onania Masturbator Forum: Masturbating a lot more since finding this site”

  1. Love it

    First, I have been a masturbator since I was 12, I’m now in my 80s. I have been a collector of pornography from the beginning of my masturbation. I found Onania.org/asm about 15 or so years ago. At first I wasn’t sure what the site was about but before my first conversation with Richard was over I masturbated with him. As time passed I became more into the web site and increased the frequency of my masturbation. A day does not go by without a visit to the web site. While I had never heard of chronic, addicted masturbation, Richard, with his in depth knowledge of being a chronic, addicted masturbator helped me understand that I to am a chronic, addicted masturbator. When I can connect with Richard on the Hotline I love having him tell me to masturbate. I can’t say enough about how much Richard has helped me be a chronic addicted masturbator.

  3. Anonymous

    Since finding this site I Enjoy hearing Richard masturbate during the Podcasturbations. I enjoy pleasuring my Throbbing Penis during the recordings.My Throbbing cock has Delicious Precum Ooozing from my heavy swollen balls.My Precum tastes so good.
    I want you the reader to play with your cock/pussy right now. iits a turn on knowing others are masturbating during the Erotic Podcasturbations.
    I imagine All of Us Chronic Masturbators pleasuring ourselves and each other.I have Intense Cumms during the Podcasturbations.Thanks Richard.

  4. Anonymous

    Since finding this site I do pleasure my penis more.
    I enjoy hearing Richard masturbate on his Podcasturbations. I also enjoy masturbating along with Richard.My heavy balls produce A lot of Delicious Precum as I pleasure my Penis.I love tasting my Precum during the Podcasturbations. I Have Intense Cumms during Richard’s recordings.The Podcasturbations are Very Erotic for me.Thanks Richard.

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