Onania Masturbator Forum: Married male masturbators are more pathetic

We should remember that some women would want less than a real man as a partner, and are attracted to men who are, or can become, solosexuals and cuckholds. For me, there is nothing hotter than a woman who loves fucking alpha studs. Shortly after having sex for the first time in the back of a car, I was approached by my teacher and his wife for a swingers party, and I brought my otherwise chaste girlfriend, who could not get enough of being fucked by my teacher and his friend, both studs with big cocks. I did not feel jealous–rather I was tuned on as I’d never been before.

In college, I met up with a girl who hung out with a blues band, and was in the habit of picking up guys at gigs to bring home and fuck. I would wait in the living room until they left, and then lick her pussy, fuck her, cuddle and sleep. She said I was what was missing in her lifestyle, a loyal beta male to keep her company after she had sex. For me, it was some of the best sex I ever had. She didn’t usually cum if I fucked her, but for me cumming in her hot, wet freshly fucked pussy was incredibly awesome, way better than sex ‘alone’ with her.

Then I had a long affair with a girl who had a boyfriend, and wouldn’t fuck me. She wanted me to masturbate for her, but I was too shy, so she sat me down and ‘forced’ me, and after that she couldn’t keep me from stroking in front of her! She would go to her bf’s on weekends, and call me up after sex with him to tell me how hot it was. She broke up with her bf so that she could fuck other guys, and would go out on dates to fuck knowing I was home masturbating. I started wearing her lingerie, too. 

She never thought of me as a full partner, but her erotic and emotional attraction to me was very strong. At home, licking her pussy or fingering her, she had some earth-shaking orgasms, and she or I would jerk my penis at the end. By the time she married one of her studs, masturbation was no longer a substitute for sex, but was sex itself for me. Our erotic life was totally natural for both of us, and I was fully content to wear panties and worship her in masturbation. Many of the same feelings arise when I masturbate on line with women who satisfy themselves with their fingers and toys.

From the outside it’s pathetic for me to masturbate instead of fucking women, but it’s totally natural, and I can’t describe the erotic satisfaction that comes from being a cuckhold masturbator, or even just a pussy-worshiper. But you understand, don’t you!