Malcolm the Masturbator

I hope you do not mind me contacting you but I feel a great empathy with you and am glad that I am not the only chronic and addicted masturbator, for many years I worried about my compulsive and seemingly uncontrolable urge to play with myself and masturbate so much.

I often listen to your podcasturbations as I masturbate their are three in particular that I really relate to and they are

“Masturbation makes you stupid” this is so true, totally gooning on my cock for hours.

“I want to be good but my penis won’t let me” yes I try I really do try to control my masturbation but I can’t my penis ALWAYS wins, I have a very insistent penis and I ALWAYS give in, I have become a penis slave

“It’s OK  Admit It” I love to listen to this and as I masturbate to say out loud I am a chronic addicted masturbator, to almost shout it out loud so other people could hear.

I do have a few people in my life who know about my addiction, they are older gentlemen who I visit to be spanked, I play with myself and masturbate openly in front of them and they spank me because of my behaviour, I know some people may find this strange but I like this, it satisfies my urge to be seen masturbating naked by someone fully clothed and also my need to confess my addiction. I also like the humiliation of being spanked because I am a hopeless and incurable masturbator. The spanking does not of course cure me, in fact it actually makes me want to masturbate even more, I am excited by the fact that my masturbation is considered naughty.

I now want to confess something that has up until now been my secret, no-one knows this.

4 times a year I go to Amsterdam it is only a 50 minute flight from where Ilive in England.In Amsterdam one can buy cannabis legally.I like to smoke cannabis in my hotel room, it turns me into a total masturbator apart from leaving my room to get food I just masturbate constantly,completely naked I completely submit and surrender to my addiction, to use some of the expressions you yourself have used I become like a wind up toy, a stupid masturbator yes yes I masturbate myself stupid I become a like a wind up masturbating monkey. I do this for 4 days and I love it so much, I am the most contented and happy guy, I don’t have to think about work or the other mundane things in life, I don’t even have to bother about time I can just lose myself in the thing I love best and masturbate myself over and over.. I cannot spend my whole life like this but I so look forward to what I call my wanking weekends. I cannot explain enough about how satisfying these trips are and I don’t really understand my need to do this but the urge to masturbate myself stupid is so strong

My next trip is booked for beginning of April and I am so looking forward to it

Thankyou for reading this Richard I would love to get a reply and I am happy for you to post this on the site.

Malcolm the Masturbator