by vicarswanktoo » Fri Feb 16, 2024 7:31 pm
I don’t edge for very long at a time but I sure do enjoy it when I am edging. A long session for me is about 20 minutes before I get in the shower to go to work. Laughable, yes, but there just isn’t much alone time around here. This morning it was for 10 minutes only but I made the best of it. I had warmed up some shea butter, my super slippery and long lasting go-to lube, put my hand under my cock and poured some warmed butter on my cock. Already stiffening, it practically sprang to attention and I gave it 10+ minutes of good stroking. Up and down, the reach over twist, the hold it against my stomach and stroke up and down, the push down on the top of the head, the finger to the frenulum, all were trotted out this morning.
I was in masturbatory heaven with my right hand working my shaved, trimmed, super shiny and slippery cock. More of a gentle, loving-my-cock sort of session as I don’t remember getting right to the edge, the edge where I orgasm (or feel like I do) and then hold back my semen. I can often do that 4-5 times in the 10-15 minutes I get and it’s positively exhilirating to have trained my cock and my body to give me that release but also hold back the come so I can do it over and over again.
I am doing this so much now that it has become somewhat difficult to come inside of my wife when we do have sex although I think she likes how long I can last. I know that she has noticed that when I do come it’s very intense for me. I have let her know that I am training myself to do that although I don’t know if she knows exactly what that means. She does know that I’m a pretty active masturbator but I don’t think that she knows just how out of control my self-love is.
I have also injured my right arm with all my masturbating. My massage therapist (licensed LMT, nothing funny going on) did a good job on it last time. I didn’t tell her what caused my arm injury but I am toying with the idea of telling her this time.
I love my cock, I love touching it, I love stroking it for as much time as I can while it’s buttered up, I love having orgasms and holding back my come and I love finally shooting out that large load into my hand and eating it, savoring the creamy salty taste and how taboo it is to eat my own come.
I am a fully committed masturbator, loving it and not embarrased at all.
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