I’ve been meaning to write this somewhere and havent found a proper place to do so, maybe this is still the wrong place who knows, but let me know the right place if you do know.
Not to waste any time ill get right into it, I am a proud gay porn addict. It feels good to say those words. I am a 19 year old proud gay porn addict.
It all really started when the pandemic started. Prior to the pandemic I would occasionally jack off and watch some porn, but nothing too crazy just front of the page stuff on pornhub and occasionally some “wild” stuff by Bruno Dickemz. Ultimately the pandemic really forced me inside my home and my family was quite scared so we were closed off for a while in the early months. I found myself with so much time and not a lot to do. There really is so much anime you can watch and school did not take up much time, so I threw myself into pleasure. I started to focus more on my dick and jacking off more. Around this time I discovered the world of twitter and reddit porn. It was at this point my addiction had started to take root. I had found and dicovered so many amateur pornstats and just average people posing naked for a camera and my dick wanted it all. At this point I realized the gay porn and dicks made me hornier. Slowly over time I transitioned into fully watching gay porn and began to become obsessed with prostate orgasms, BBC, and raceplay. Specfifcally Muslim domination and Black New World order.
My addiction took a turn for the worse when my family purchased a new back massager. The renpho massaged off of amazon. My first instinct in my new horny filled brain was to put it on my dick, and that I did. The orgasms the machine gave me were beyond intense, so intense in fact that my eyes actually rolled to the back of my head, and I wasn’t even exaggerating. My legs would go numb and quiver, the tips of my toes would go numb while my legs shake with pleasure. My dick was spurting so much cum and my asshole would pulse so much. I had never cum as much as I did with the massager. I would use it everynight while watching and seeing videos of naked men fucking, and around his time I began to become addicted to cuckold porn. Something about cuckold porn made me so horny, I can’t explain it. I began to also get interested in chastity. Around this time my dick was very sensitive and I would cum very fast. I used to think it was because I was young but I think it’s because I’m a premature ejaculator and the thought that I’m going to disappoint every woman I’ll ever sleep with makes me so horny.
At first I wanted to have sex so bad, but now all I think about it jacking off and making myself feel more and more pleasure. I now vibrate my dick at higher settings and the orgasms have just been getting more and more intense. Just yesterday I had an orgasm and my legs were shaking well after my orgasm. I usually cum in my pants and my underwear just gets soaked with cum as I have intense orgasms. Sometimes I’ll have 3 or 4 in a night before finally going to sleep because the orgasms have gotten way too strong. Never in 100 years did I think I would be here addicted to gay porn and orgasms, but here I am.
To anyone reading this I want you to encourage my addiction and make it worse, I can share naked dick pics, videos anything. I want to be shamed, triggered, and encouraged. I want someone to make my addiction worse and make me more and more of a gooner.
(please let me know if this was the right place to post this, definitely let me know other places and please comment, I want to see what you all have to say.)
Not to waste any time ill get right into it, I am a proud gay porn addict. It feels good to say those words. I am a 19 year old proud gay porn addict.
It all really started when the pandemic started. Prior to the pandemic I would occasionally jack off and watch some porn, but nothing too crazy just front of the page stuff on pornhub and occasionally some “wild” stuff by Bruno Dickemz. Ultimately the pandemic really forced me inside my home and my family was quite scared so we were closed off for a while in the early months. I found myself with so much time and not a lot to do. There really is so much anime you can watch and school did not take up much time, so I threw myself into pleasure. I started to focus more on my dick and jacking off more. Around this time I discovered the world of twitter and reddit porn. It was at this point my addiction had started to take root. I had found and dicovered so many amateur pornstats and just average people posing naked for a camera and my dick wanted it all. At this point I realized the gay porn and dicks made me hornier. Slowly over time I transitioned into fully watching gay porn and began to become obsessed with prostate orgasms, BBC, and raceplay. Specfifcally Muslim domination and Black New World order.
My addiction took a turn for the worse when my family purchased a new back massager. The renpho massaged off of amazon. My first instinct in my new horny filled brain was to put it on my dick, and that I did. The orgasms the machine gave me were beyond intense, so intense in fact that my eyes actually rolled to the back of my head, and I wasn’t even exaggerating. My legs would go numb and quiver, the tips of my toes would go numb while my legs shake with pleasure. My dick was spurting so much cum and my asshole would pulse so much. I had never cum as much as I did with the massager. I would use it everynight while watching and seeing videos of naked men fucking, and around his time I began to become addicted to cuckold porn. Something about cuckold porn made me so horny, I can’t explain it. I began to also get interested in chastity. Around this time my dick was very sensitive and I would cum very fast. I used to think it was because I was young but I think it’s because I’m a premature ejaculator and the thought that I’m going to disappoint every woman I’ll ever sleep with makes me so horny.
At first I wanted to have sex so bad, but now all I think about it jacking off and making myself feel more and more pleasure. I now vibrate my dick at higher settings and the orgasms have just been getting more and more intense. Just yesterday I had an orgasm and my legs were shaking well after my orgasm. I usually cum in my pants and my underwear just gets soaked with cum as I have intense orgasms. Sometimes I’ll have 3 or 4 in a night before finally going to sleep because the orgasms have gotten way too strong. Never in 100 years did I think I would be here addicted to gay porn and orgasms, but here I am.
To anyone reading this I want you to encourage my addiction and make it worse, I can share naked dick pics, videos anything. I want to be shamed, triggered, and encouraged. I want someone to make my addiction worse and make me more and more of a gooner.
(please let me know if this was the right place to post this, definitely let me know other places and please comment, I want to see what you all have to say.)
I for one think it is really beautiful to see a young masturbator (truly solo-sexual) admit they are a proud gay porn addict! While I myself am not gay porn focused I definitely have my days where greasy man meat and graphic depiction of anal fucking and hairy or smooth assholes is SO erotic, alluring and I get the appeal in those moods… There is something so primal about worshiping the rigid penis and seeing two fully homosexual men naked and enjoying raw filthy pleasures! They don’t hold back the full pursuit of the breeding imperative and the mating urges that drive it even though they can’t procreate engaging in it together. The asshole pulsing thing you mention is something I also love to witness in solo gay play and also when with a really twink looking white boy butthole and a studly muscular black man w/ BBC deep in him. The gaping winking assknot pulsing is such an erotic sight to see. As I say this I get increasingly limp admitting this attraction I have. It is so nice hearing about the effects of others during the pandemic. Effects on an impressionable mind. Leading youth down paths of perversion with extra free time and a natural want for distraction from the chaos of our time. Your brain finds that sweet dopamine release. Your eyes fixate on cock. And you begin to feel it change you. Or make you more as you truly are. Embracing your nature. Its hard to know what it is. But it’s most perfectly expressed as an addiction for the thrill. I am addicted to cock in straight porn. I am often succumbing to masturbation/gooner displays of penis pumping. And fleshlight fucking is my favourite! I love seeing big porn cock. I love seeing the females I am attracted to going horny and weak for their power. I love making and bombarding my pervy brain with “babecock” images, captions, gifs. I love the random days where I want to get lost in gay porn and before long fancy myself a proud faggot masturbator for lewd acts of man love. I love these words. These triggers. Your post, your confession; makes me feel a kinship with your entire being and experience. You love to expose this part of you. We love to see the vulnerability and owning of your TRUE self. You are a horny, perverted and fully proud gay porn addict. What a lovely reality you are accepting. Developing your psyche into such obsessive jack off dependency! I too love BNWO. It’s becoming taboo even in the gooning community. Sadly… I think it’s wonderful to have women admit that black men are superior to whites. All whites. It is the most natural thing to believe this and then transition into knowing your place as inferior. As nothing to the women that would choose BBC. Then to accept your cuckold place as the only option to be close to a female at all. And get the mercy of at least SEEING her experience this superior godly man meat. His phallus is worshipped by you as you masturbate. As you use prostate stimulating toys. It’s all so natural. Addictive. Beautiful. The beta chronic pumper can’t stop focusing on the penis in straight and gay porn. Worshiping the human race through the dong. Feeling the addiction corrupt the mind. Consume all thoughts. What bliss. What therapy in a modern nightmare most somehow choose to navigate without such comforts. 
I say keep being you. Keep being the proud gay porn addict you are!
I say keep being you. Keep being the proud gay porn addict you are!
I was horny, and went into the local adult store about 4 miles from home. There were booths for obvious reasons, and as I went in the back, I saw a couple come out of a booth together. She had cum at the corner of her mouth as she passed me and smiled flirtatiously. I stared at her, and she told her companion, ” Just a minute.” Came back to me and said, ” if you are into it, go into the booth we were just in. My discarded thigh highs are in there. ( these booths actually had vinyl couches! She moved past me, into the booth, retrieved them for me, and before exiting, hiked up her skirt, and wiped them deliberately on her cunt, and handed them to me. ” Sniff them while you jerk off. BTW, the blow job stuff is outrageous.” and off she went! Now I don’t know WHY she did this with me, but anyway, now sporting a tent-pole in my pants, I went into said booth, locked the door, even removed my shoes, pants and underwear, put money in the machine and settled back to masturbate to the BJ porn she recommended.
I did sniff the stockings, and her pussy aroma was very present. I put them in my mouth to taste her, and then tied one around my ball-sack, and slipped the other over my engorged cock. The sensation of this one, that I had not tasted, but saved so I could rub her juices on the head of my cock with the stocking, was intense. I pulled it tight over my erection, and could see a bead of precum oozing through. I was so aroused I could feel my balls tightening as I gently touched my shaft and stroked through the stocking, the feeling of the tight fabric intensifying the sensation, almost spreading it over the skin and especially transmitting in all the sensitive spots, focused on my frenulum, and the precum oozed out more, making a string that was dripping on the other stocking wrapped around my balls.
I spread my legs wide as cock after cock flashed on the screen, pumping in and out of willing mouths, cum loads splashing out on random sexy faces, or on luscious offered-up tits, or waiting tongues. Intensely horny now, i firmly grabbed my cock and jacked off for all I was worth, feeling myself right on the brink. The PORN overload along with the incredible happenstance of this bonus from the girl was too much. Grunting out my lust, I spurted what felt like the most intense orgasm I had had in quite a long time, my cum shooting up to splash back down onto my shaft , balls, and pumping hand, and thighs. What a great feeling. Once I calmed down, I used the stockings to wipe the cum off myself, and the vinyl cushions, dressed and left. I hung the cum-soaked stockings on the hook where no doubt people hung coats or something. Anyway, there was not receptacle in the booth. I jerked off in there several more times until one day I tried to go back and the place had BURNED DOWN!
I was a simple, retarded young man with high scores in college, a very cute girlfriend, and a roommate who went home on weekends. Every month I got Playboy and did my manly thing–I jacked off to the playmate, and maybe again to a couple of other girls and put it away. One weekend my roommate went away and I went down to the store and got a Playboy and laid it out on the bed. I masturbated that morning and all afternoon and into late at night and again the next day until the minute my roommate came back. I knew every picture in the magazine, and earlier issues, in intimate detail. It was the best sex I had ever had.
I didn’t know about edging or that others might stroke themselves deep into erotic bliss for a long time after that, but I did it whenever I had hours to be alone. When people here said I was a masturbator, I had to agree.
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