Doug said:
Frankly, I can’t remember when I haven’t been addicted to masturbation
… from that first time, home alone, at 11 years of age, when I first
saw that cream shooting out of my young cock. I did it three more
times in quick succession and, voila!, I was hooked. I’ve never
stopped, never been able to, and never wanted to … even when I see
how disruptive it’s been in my life and schedule. It’s like a demon
that demands my fullest attention, even now.
One thing that’s developed in more recent years – and with the
convenience of the Internet and the growing economy of phone service –
is that I’ve actually become addicted to OTHER addicts!! I’m a voyeur
and this has extended onto the phone lines (since I live in a small
town with little opportunity to meet other addicts) … I LOVE
talking to other addicts about their addiction and to hear them
helplessly masturbating! I like the way addicts feed off each others,
helpless to stop or even modify their masturbation. I love teasing
other masturbators, causing them to edge and otherwise enhance the
practice that claims so much of their time. Let’s face it, guys —
addiction breeds addiction and there’s nothing quite like sharing our
passion.
Doug
you are right. talking about the addiction is not very available. I have several friends that know i love to masturbate. but no one knows i am a chronic addicted masturbator. a lot of guys admit to jerking off. but most can’t relate to the world of being a bator. it’s not going to change, so i just live my addicted masturbator life and they live their wimpy occational jerkoff life. i prefer mine. totally addicted and constantly masturbating. i love being a masturbator
The first time I masturbated I had no idea what masturbation was, what I was doing or what would happen but I did like the feeling of playing with my cock. Like Doug when I saw the cum shoot out I knew I wanted to do it again and again, it felt so good. I was 12, at 14 I discovered pornography which intensified the pleasure of masturbation. Over the years, now in my 80s, masturbation became a steady habit. In spite of marriage and raising a family I continued to masturbate and I became addicted, I expect like others I tried to stop but I couldn’t. Internet pornography added to my desire to masturbate, web site like Richard’s encourage me to continue and I only enjoy it more the more I do it.
I can appreciate Doug becoming addicted to addicts. I would love to have someone or more who I could talk with about masturbation and join with them. I wish there was a way I could connect with Doug so we could talk I had a couple of contacts could talk with but they are all gone. Doug have a good one for me and if you can figure away for you and I to get InTouch without having to give our e-mails or phone numbers to the world let me know.