In the Onania Masturbator Forum, a Masturbator Wrote:
Sometime later I was in my room alone sitting on the edge of the bed admiring my erection. I then decided to start rubbing my cock between both hands. That felt really good. I continued doing it when I noticed my slit opened up and it felt better and better…then I had my first orgasm. My cock was throbbing with my slit open; my head big and red. Wow. I was fascinated by my cock.
As a young boy I remember getting together with a couple of neighborhood boys and showing off our erections together. Our cocks felt so good but we never played with ourselves; just enjoyed our erections.
Sometime later I was in my room alone sitting on the edge of the bed admiring my erection. I then decided to start rubbing my cock between both hands. That felt really good. I continued doing it when I noticed my slit opened up and it felt better and better…then I had my first orgasm. My cock was throbbing with my slit open; my head big and red. Wow. I was fascinated by my cock.
I continued my solo play without telling anyone. Somehow I knew it was not something I should reveal to anyone…my secret. Whenever I was alone in my room I would play with myself and knew i was close to orgasm when my slit began to open and my head became big and red. I loved watching it throb over and over. It was so good. I wondered if other men did this and wanted to see a real man’s cock in the worst way.
One day my play scared the hell out of me when I first shot cum. I ran to the bathroom and cleaned myself up wondering if I did something wrong. Of course the next time I was alone I did it again with the same result. I decided it was OK and continued playing and shooting cum until I became raw. I put vasaline intensive care on it and discovered how good it felt to use lubrication on my cock.
One day I saw two guys playing around with a hose. One of them used the stroking method then let the water spurt out like cum…laughing and making fun. I was not laughing but thinking about how that would feel on my cock. When I got home I lubed up and began stroking for the first time. I alternated between stroking and rubbing between my hands. That felt so good. I had an orgasm for the first time by stroking…I was hooked.
In the many years since I’ve tried toys and methods to enhance my favorite activity, but the basic stroke is a lesson I’m grateful to have learned from those two boys just fooling around.
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