In high-school I remember this girl talking about catching her younger brother jerking off in his bed that morning. Someone being funny asked if she like what she saw. Her reposnse?
“There is nothing appealing about a boy desperately masturbating in his room!”
That was it! That is exactly what I do. To masturbate furiously is determination and vigor. I desperately masturbate. I am frantically stroking myself because I have no control. It doesn’t matter if you hear footsteps down the hall or think I might be late for work again. If my penis says play with it, I am a slave to it and need to obey.
Of course after hearing this girl talk about catching her brother like that I took a bathroom break to desperately masturbate in my school’s bathroom where anyone could walk in. My lips quivering as I mutter to myself all the trigger words, positioning my legs just right so my belt won’t jingle like a masturbation alarm, and my hand pathetically trying to make my penis cum. I need to cum and make my penis feel good. I am desperate to masturbate, I am pathetic when it comes to self control!!!
I would love hurrying home when remembering my growing up, where in those earlier stroking years and wanting to make the most of my time to furiously masturbate before my brother got home from when I was in secondary education, and he came home 20-30 mins later usually. My pants would be at my ankles almost immediately and pulling out my cousin pictures. My curvy Aunty pics. Both I stole from family. This is before internet, before social media and porn use. Desperately masturbating trying to have a REALLY big cumload blown on my tummy while I was home alone.
Hearing you talk of your experiences makes me nod my head along and bate. Sharing similar. p.s My long-term partner just fell asleep passed out on couch from drinking and I’m here, robe open, desperately masturbating! Still. All these decades later the constant, chronic masturbator. Desperate and horny for my compulsive wanking urges Ngggh
Pathetic masturbator. Desperate. This feels too good to stop!
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