I’m so jealous of serious, dedicated cross-dressers. I mean the ones who go all out when they dress up. They grow their hair long or have wigs, have little or no body hair or shave completely, meticulously apply make-up, wear incredibly sexy lingerie and heels and pay attention to every little detail, jewelry etc. At first glance they easily pass as a woman and maybe even under more scrutiny would still pass as a woman. I’m not necessarily talking about ones who dress full time as a woman but also ones to whom it is a hobby (or fetish) and they just dress up when the mood strikes but still go the whole nine yards and are very convincing as a woman. I’m not talking about shemales (though I do love them) and I’m definitely not talking about a big, hairy guy (like me) who wears a pair of panty hose or a slinky teddy, etc. while they masturbate. I’m talking about men who enjoy wearing women’s clothing, take it seriously and will do whatever it takes to look as feminine as possible when dressed up.
It’s an incredible turn on to me to know there are men out there who, one minute can look like a “normal” guy, jeans, t-shirt, baseball cap, etc. and then in an hour or so can look as beautiful and as sexy as any woman I’ve ever met! I’m so jealous because I wish I could do that just for my own enjoyment but I’m just not built for it. As I said I’m a big guy (6’2″, 235lbs) and very hairy plus where I live and my lifestyle just isn’t conducive for it. So I satisfy my fetish by wearing crotchless panty hose and masturbating while watching CD porn. For me it’s not about being straight or gay or bi, I just love the feel of women’s clothes, simple as that.
I want all you serious cross-dressers to know just how much I appreciate what you do and I admire you for it. Maybe one day I’ll be fortunate enough to spend some time with one of you.
Source: Jealous of Cross-dressers – Onania Masturbator Forum