My experience was back in high school with a friend. We were both 14 and he had an older brother in college who had given him a couple of porn magazines. We looked at them when we had time alone and of course it excited us both. One day he asked me if I jerked off and of course I said yes. He suggested that we jerk off together (he was always the instigator) looking at the magazines and I said okay. That’s the first time we saw each other’s cocks, he was about 5-5.5″ and I was 7″. He was impressed with the size of my cock I remember him saying “Oh wow!”. We jerked off and shot our loads and that was that. I found it very exciting and we started jacking of together on a regular basis. Then one time he asked (being the instigator again) “Would you suck my cock?”. I hemmed and hawed about it but he kept encouraging me to do it so I did. He was laying on the bed and I was on my knees on the floor and I leaned over and took his cock in my mouth and started sucking, bobbing my head up and down on his hard cock. In just a couple of minutes (we had been jacking off previously) he exploded in my mouth and I just instinctively swallowed it. I couldn’t say at that moment that I loved it but I didn’t mind it. Anyway, I went home and jacked off furiously thinking about what had just happened and had the biggest orgasm of my life up to that point! Later on he called me and said we shouldn’t do that again and I said that was fine, whatever. I guess his (our) raging teenage hormones overpowered whatever moral misgivings he had because a couple of days later he called and asked me to come over and I had his cock in my mouth as soon as I got there!
That was the start of a 4 year “relationship” between us. We got together almost daily and I would suck him off. If he was home alone he would call, “You wanna come over?” which really meant “You wanna come over and suck my cock?”! Sometimes he wasn’t home alone but he had a lock on his bedroom door (and a TV to cover the sucking noises) and I would suck him anyway. One day I was home alone and called him, “You wanna come over?” which really meant “You wanna come over so I can suck your cock?”. I guess that’s the day I realized that I loved sucking his cock and swallowing his cum. I mean, if I’m calling him to come over so I can give him a blowjob then I must like doing it right? From that point on anytime either of us was home alone it was understood and automatic that we would call the other and get together. It must have been so nice for him to have his own on call cocksucker!
We did it in lots of places, backyards, storage sheds, abandoned houses, etc. He got a car when we were 16 and we would drive around while I sucked him off or we would go out to the country and “park” and maybe he would even fuck me (I instigated that!). When we were seniors we both had enough credits that we got out of school at 1pm which gave us about 4 hours each day to ourselves (parents working) and we would go straight from school to either his house or mine and have nice, unhurried naked sex Anyway this went on for really almost 5 years, up until I joined the military (I turned 19 the month after I left).
A little more information for context. I was tall and athletic with a 7″ cock. He was shorter and kinda chubby, non-athletic with a 5-5.5″ cock. I had a steady girlfriend and he never really dated. If you looked at us and you knew we were “doing it” you probably would have thought that I was, for lack of a better term and for ease of explanation, the “top” but I wasn’t. Easily over 90% of our “encounters” were me giving him a blowjob with 5% being him fucking me and the other 5% being masturbating together. By my calculations we did it over 1,000 times and in all honesty I can only remember 3 or 4 times that he sucked my cock but never to orgasm. In fact the only times I remember cumming were when we just masturbated together. He wouldn’t let me stroke my cock while I sucked him because he didn’t want me to cum before him and lose interest. Wherever we were, after he orgasmed I would get dressed and go home or he would drive me home or, if we were at my house, he would get dressed and leave. Then I would masturbate furiously and cum. And then I would feel guilty and used but in an hour I was ready to do it again! I believe that this was the origin of what became my chronic masturbation addiction. I was having “sex” but I wasn’t having an orgasm from sex, only from masturbating. I didn’t relate sex to my orgasm, only to my partners orgasm which I’m sure both my ex wives appreciated because I always ensured that my partner came before I did. It was the way I was trained.
Anyway, I never had any emotional or physical attraction to my friend and I never considered myself gay. I was just a cocksucker but only for him. I never tried or even considered trying to suck another cock (to be honest I did suck a shemales cock a couple of times when I was overseas but that was in 1982 and also the last cock I’ve sucked). In our small conservative town back in the mid ’70s what we were doing was very taboo and we were both deathly afraid of being found out. Oddly enough, at least to me, my friend turned out to be 100% gay but you would have thought given the nature of our relationship that it would have been me. At least I think that anyway. My profile says I’m bisexual but that’s only because I have sucked cock and enjoyed it and I want to be honest about it. Mainly it’s because I want others on here to know I’m open to talking about it.
For me it was the most exciting sex I ever had because 1) I was young, 2) they were my first sexual experiences and 3) it was very taboo at least at that time. I’ve masturbated thousands of times to the memories and do so to this day. My sure fire, never miss way to get hard is to think about all the things we did. I’ve thought about it while fucking both my wives and a few girlfriends too. I actually told my first wife about it and it turned her on. Sometimes she would ask me all about it, the lurid details, while I jacked off and I would have the best orgasms!
I’m not physically or emotionally attracted to men at all but I think a hard cock is very sexy. I watch gay porn and shemale porn and cross dresser porn, hell I watch all porn, and masturbate for hours a day but it’s the hard cock that excites me not the person it’s attached to. I don’t think I could suck cock again (unless my old friend showed up), not because I don’t like it but because of the “complications” that could come with it and I don’t mean just the possible STD’s. I’m perfectly content staying at home and masturbating my days away to porn, letting my mind wander from fantasy to fantasy.
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