…We would have lunch together but we never went out on a real date. As you may know, I was kind of shy. But I had such a crush on her. Then someone told me that she was living with this other guy. I knew who he was and that made it all worse since I could picture them together. I was so crushed. I remember lying in bed that night, so upset. And then the thought came into my mind that they might be having sex. What an awful feeling of jealousy and anguish that aroused in me. I tried to put it out of my mind, but it kept coming back. And then that thought of them having sex started to give me an erection.
How could this be? The thought of them having sex made me jealous and upset and at the same time was giving me an erection. Pretty soon I had my hand on my hard little dick and then one thing lead to another. It felt much better to masturbate over their relationship than to anguish over it. I had a really intense orgasm stroking my dick and thinking about that jerk screwing the woman I loved. And as a result I decided that I wasn’t going to let their living together stop my efforts to win her over.
I continued masturbating to thoughts of their sex and I continued hanging out with her whenever possible. Pretty soon I was the one living with her. And I knew that she had been fucked by that jerk. She had been his cunt. That thought always gave me a strange mixture of jealousy and sexual arousal. Like when I’d put my face in her hairy crotch and suck on her big clit.
She told me about other guys she’d fucked too. It always turned me on to her describe these things. It’s kinda nice having a well-used cunt. For my part, I hid the fact that I had limited sexual experience. I actually made some things up….
Masterjerker- Jealousy