Onania Masturbator Forum: A pervert’s confession

In the Onania Masturbator Forum, a Masturbator Wrote:

I absolutely love to masturbate to gay pornography. Long ago I used to masturbate almost exclusively to straight porn but with each passing year I seem to concentrate more and more on gay porn. I don’t know if this is because my brain requires more and more “devious” forms of porn in order for me to get off or if it’s because I’ve always had this inclination but repressed it. I don’t know that it really matters. 

No one offline even knows I masturbate to pornography, let alone gay pornography. Even more to the point, no one knows that I do it for several hours at a time. Once I start masturbating to gay porn I usually do so for at least 3-4 hours. It is very hard to tear myself away from going up and down on my hard erect penis while watching gay pornography. I love it so much. I’ve never even had sex with a man yet I absolutely love to watch men suck and get buttfucked by big hard dicks. Without a doubt gay pornography is what fuels my masturbation the most. Perhaps in the future I will obsess over some other form of porn but for now gay porn holds the crown.  

I wouldn’t want anyone I know to know that I masturbate to pornography, much less gay pornography. Yet masturbating for several hours at a time to gay pornography is an indispensable part of my life. I absolutely love to do it and get a lot of pleasure out of it. I often fantasize about going to an adult theater and openly masturbating to gay pornography. I wish there was an adult theater near me within driving distance. I would love to go to one on a regular basis, say weekly or bi-weekly, and masturbate there from sundown to sun up. I think it would be so much fun to completely remove my pants and then publicly masturbate so that I can display to everyone in the theater my love of masturbating to gay pornography. There is nothing I like more than to sit down and masturbate to gay pornography for several hours. I really love being a pervert. I just wish I had more of a chance to reveal this to other perverts.

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