Re: Why I love my addiction to masturbation and porn.
Post by will » Mon Jun 10, 2024 8:00 pm
“I have scoured the internet in search of articles from addicted masturbators and porn addicts, who like me and most of us on here actually love being an addicted gooner. I have never found any articles from an addicts perspective. I have found some articles from doctors, and researchers about the effects of masturbation addiction and porn addiction. There seems to be no real consensus on on the pros and cons either way. Some say its good for the body and minds and sleep so forth, there there are other articles that claim it is not good on the body, mind and soul etc. Some articles are written from a purely scientific/biological perspective while other are written from a religious/spiritual point of view.
What I cannot seem to locate, is a single article written from the perspective of someone who is addicted to masturbation and/or porn. From the point that they, like many of us love it and crave it, and get along fine with our jobs, family and friends etc. Most of the articles dealing with the addiction aspect tend to lean toward a masturbation addict, can’t juggle masturbating and gooning with a normal life. I do it every day and I know there are others .”
I began masturbating at age 7, but I never became addicted until age 9 when I had my first dry orgasm; after that I would take out my cock and masturbate every chance I got. I didn’t even know what addiction meant then, but I soon realized I was different than my friends who only masturbated sometimes, not all the time. Still, I always managed to separate it from my “normal” life and always worked, got married, raised a family and managed to retire with a good enough pension to live comfortably enough’
I too read everything I could find about masturbation, always trying to figure out why I felt compelled to masturbate so much though I didn’t feel particularly guilty about it as I liked it too much. After the internet came along I find there are lots of others like me and that was kind of a relief, to know I was not unique. As you say there are lots of articles on masturbation and porn addiction, but I doubt you will find any scholarly articles by any “addicts.” you have to rely on forums like this one. I don’t know about “porn addiction,” masturbation addiction and porn addiction are not the same thing. I would guess that most masturbators watch porn because they find it arousing, but a real chronic masturbation addict But I have ot nastu would masturbate the same if they never watched porn’
I have been masturbating daily for 76 years and what I found after many long years of trying to find “satisfaction” or be sated was simply that if I don’t masturbate at least 2 hours a day I get a dull headache and get nervous, irritable and depressed. \I used to need an orgasm or two every day, now in my very old age orgasms don’t seem so necessary, But I still feel compelled to masturbate whenever I have the opportunity.
Re: Why I love my addiction to masturbation and porn.
Post by crmast » Mon Oct 28, 2024 2:43 pm
I also feel compelled to masturbate whenever I have the opportunity. It is not of a need to masturbate, it’s simply that I want to. I am a porn addicted chronic masturbator, but I also want to be a porn addicted chronic masturbator. I masturbate because I want to masturbate, not because I need to. It’s hard to explain, but the pleasure I get from knowing that I am a porn addicted chronic masturbator and that I desire to get even more addicted to masturbation and porn and masturbate even more and masturbate with even greater intensity, is absolutely indescribable. Needless to say, I’m masturbating as I’m typing.
I relate a lot to all of this. Started early with first orgasm at eight with a hardcore porn magazine I found along a river banked. Edged, not knowing even what an orgasm was yet, for around three hours under a busy bridge. Ever since that moment my interest in the human practice of masturbation was piqued. As my addiction to porn grew from that point, so did my fascination with the masturbation that went along.
Being raised in a highly religious house and wider social context, I knew I had to hide it. I felt immeasurable guilt around my sinful nature while growing up. That didn’t stop the addiction nor did my study of masturbation cease. I often looked up the term in the dictionary or an encyclopedia set at school. It would make me harden just reading about what I was doing from a clinical point of view. Curiosity, lust, sin, science, religion, desire, regret, relapse. A cycle that caused me no small amount of soul searching and introspection.
“Why can’t I overcome this temptation in my life?” A common silent statement of mine, as I “struggled” with my secret addiction. For the last 36 years, my addiction to porn and love of masturbation–edging specifically–has caused me to realize that my truest sexual desire is to masturbate and ride the waves or orgasm. Real sex makes that a tedious task, and rather one sided in many cases. But the raw pleasure itself is much greater than sex. And I have had plenty of sex, I have never been celibate, but relationships I can tolerate are few, but masturbation and porn are a constant. I love this addiction now, have accepted that it is, by dint of circumstance and some intrinsic element in myself, what I like and want to want.
It hasn’t deterred me from my goals in life. It has often been the best thing in life along side the best moments of success in my life. A long day of study at school, wrestling practice, and now a nice six hour porn marathon–in a series of thousands upon thousands. Others kick back and watch sports. I watch squirting compilations while I listen to audio confessions by other porn and masturbation addicts, and other such “sports.”
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