a masturbator wrote:
Ever since I started masturbating to porn, I had a special love for big tit porn. But since I discovered edging to it, now I can masturbate for hours at a time. It’s so hot, how addictive edging can be, how tits can keep me saturated with horniness, so close to orgasm, for so long. The way everything I touch, every babe, every tit I see, becomes completely sexualized. I pretty much never really feel like fucking any more, except for titfuck fantasies. I have become so completely titsexual, pussy can’t keep me hard, even porn pussy. They call it partialism, or mazophilia, or some crap. I call it focus. I’m obsessed with tits, with stroking for tits. I’m always preoccupied with when can I watch more tit porn and start stroking again, and even just thinking about touching myself gets me hard.
Tit porn has become my primary source of pleasure, and I even changed jobs so I can spend entire weekends bingeing constant self-pleasure. I have left my friends and family behind, and I don’t bother with hobbies any more. I stay in with my window shades down and stroke all day and most of the night with huge tits overflowing all my computer screens and even huger tits on my projector. It’s like cleavage paradise and it’s getting deeper all the time. In fact, I think my tit addiction is getting more powerful than ever. Constant edging for tits is becoming something I actually need to do now, not just something I love doing. I have to keep stroking but after a few hours it’s not even really a sexual thing any more, it’s more like the porn is becoming an end in itself. Tits are in charge and I can’t help it . As my addiction keeps getting deeper, I always crave more tits, bigger tits, deeper cleavage, more edging. But edging has to plateau at only 24 hours in a day, and before long there won’t realistically be any porn babes with tits big enough for me. I’ll need to find ways to make tits more intense and more consuming — titnosis, maybe, or just toons and fanciful AI. Even so, I think I’m on the right track. What do you think?
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