My personal “masturbation biography” is now complete
by EarlyBeginner » Fri Jul 26, 2024 11:59 am
This site Onania defines me as a “frequent masturbator”. This hits almost the point. I had an intense peak time of addiction, this was my puberty with 13/14. The time of suffering. Girls far, far away, own hand close to the penis every time. Nature is cruel. But the other periods “only” frequent, yes.
Here I would like to write about my mental addiction. And this has been a real addiction my whole life. It has started almost from my first year. Some first “scientfic” questions in my completely unknowing head. Just: What is it? What is the sense of that nice feeling? Why is my little cock rockhard these moments? Why is the action connected with (first) “dirty” thoughts? Why do they disappear suddenly after the “very good feeling”? Why does my anus open and shut many times with the final feeling?
My puberty was the time of intense self investigation. Whom else did I have? I read that I did a thing called Masturbation. And that also girls and women do it. Sometimes. Some of them. But what do they do down there with themselves really? Which girl in my class did it? I could ask no one the following years. Porn not yet available. This made me almost crazy. My mental addiction was born. Until today. And I learnt: Everyone, female or male is another individual scientfic subject. How to give your lover maximum orgasm pleasure for example. A way of love. And my great curiosity.
I have browsed my personal masturbation memories. Including the last corner in the last regions of my head. I have collected a lot.
The years before my puberty were the time of my very own secret little kingdom. No adult was aware of it (but I got caught of course). The adults talked into everything. But in my masturbation kingdom I was free. I was the king. Or my little cock was the king. Everything was new and exciting. Adventurous. A lot to tell today. All my memories are very exact.
The puberty time of suffering addiction. A lot masturbation and a lot new again. A lot to tell again today.
The adult years. Me and young and older women. Still my subject: Masturbation. THEIR masturbation. Their individual eroticsm. And still mine as well. I never lived together with a woman. Even married we did not live together. One not unimportant reason: My kingdom of masturbation. Changed, but existing even more. Nowadays I am widowed and retired. My kingdom stronger than ever. My mental one. My fequency has decreased due to my age. Not surprising.
14 chapters about my prepubescent years. 14 chapters about my puberty. And 15 about my adult years plus some statistics and theories.
The deal with interested people of course: I have a lot of questions about YOUR masturbation when I send my biography to you. Not all in once, but chapter for of course. Or 2 or 3 chapters. Feel free to write me.
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