The Masturbator Pensées (Thoughts) are collections of fragments written by chronic masturbators
jack1566hard — Yesterday at 7:20 AM
Ok reading another post about being able to self suck set this thought series in motion. In truth I had no idea that self sucking was a thing until I was well into my 30s. My cock is way big enough and I was super, effortlessly flexible and very athletic when I was in my teens and 20s so self sucking would have been super easy. As such I’ve always had this sense of a golden opportunity lost. Since then I’ve had an intermittent fantasy of having a flexibility coach/trainer. Objectively, still very athletic, pretty low body fat still very flexible, cock still big enough. So in my head all I need is a flexibility coach to help me close that 2-4 inch gap between my mouth and giving myself a real, good suck, not just passing licks at the tip.
I’ve fantasized about getting a yoga coach, or other flexibility coach but in my mind I could never see how I’d get past the initial “what are your flexibility/strength training/running/cycling goals” conversation with a serious fitness personal trainer. In my fantasy however, I somehow find a stretching coach,the yoga folk are way too, ” if its too much back off and go into child’s pose” ???? for this mission. I tell the coach my true goal to legitimately truly get flexible enough to self suck. We test my current flexibility level and tool length and crunch the numbers. Then agree and the goal is to get me flexible enough to get my face within 6″ of my lower abdomen. Since I’m over 8″ the math works, two thumbs up. We develop a training routine, some cardio to warm up, I hit the steam for 15 mins and then focused single and partner stretching. Every week we’d measure my progress towards goal. The closer that I got to getting it into my mouth the more excited I’d get before training. After a couple of weeks I was getting noticiably harder and harder in class. Soon after I could easily touch it with my tongue but still had more work to do to get it well into my mouth. At this point the trainer could tell that I was rigid while stretching. Supportive comments were made like “glad to see you’re so focused and motivated”. More weeks went by like that where it was nearly, impossible to keep the thing in my gym shorts. Finally at the end of a particular week of training we did the flexibility progress measurement and I hit the goal. The trainer beamed and was about to high five me for hitting my training goal when I said “wait not yet” I then hit the mat right there in the gym,pulled my rigid thing out of the leg of my gym shorts, curled over, and took it in my mouth and sucked myself hard, right in the middle of the training room floor, in front of the coach. Only after I’d tongued and slurp sucked my cock madly for 3-4 minutes did I stand up and gave a solid high five. Then I got him more discretely organized until I could hit the showers, where I self sucked him hard and then the steam where I self sucked him madly, which was enough to last me the short walk home…
pixiemuledonkey — Today at 1:29 AM
Those are both stimulating flavors of masturbation humiliation that i adore. Both cruel bullying bemusement at my expense, and loving sympathetic pity are constant elements of my masturbatory fantasies, and lately i’ve been combining them to arousing effect.
In the fantasies that have had their firmest grasp on my penis lately, i am exposed in front of bullies who laugh at my small erection and my masturbation habit, but also taken in hand by a sympathetic woman – often someone i desperately long to take me as a lover – who pities me for my predicament and masturbates me. But i know that she’ll never take me seriously as a potential mate – she doesn’t respect me, she pities me. By doing this she’s being kind to me, but also making it clear to me that she’ll never date me, much less have sex with me.
And she does it in full view of the bullies, causing them to laugh and insult me even as my pitying masturbatrix pumps me to a humiliating orgasm
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