The Masturbator Pensées (Thoughts) is a collection of fragments written by chronic masturbators
Before online stores and sources of porn I used to shop every once in a while. On the most memorable occasion, I must have spent “too much” time browsing the plastic pussy section. Probably the employees were expecting me to lose my nerve and leave, and suddenly I had an attractive middle-aged Latina woman by my side asking exactly what I was looking for, which prompted an utterly frank discussion about pocket pussies; what textures I was looking for, what tightness I wanted and so on. As soon as I was home and fucking it, and many times since then, I fantasized about her taking me into a private room with my most likely choices where I could sample each one – of course with her supervision, so I didn’t try to steal anything. The thought of her gently encouraging me to go ahead and pretend she’s not there, and observing which ones seemed to work best for me, has gotten me off many times since then
Not really a fantasy, but an actual dream I had, but this seems like the right place to post it. Had a dream last night I walked into a room where a bunch of people, men and women, were gathered around a screen. Porn was playing on the screen but no one was openly masturbating yet. It was basically like an IRL version of a stream room on Discord. There were no chairs, just standing in the back and sitting or kneeling on the floor in the front. A spot opened up near the front, so I sat down there, knowing that I would probably get cum sprayed all over the back of my head and neck. Then I woke up. ?
Greetings to all fellow masturbators and lovers of the divine porn Goddesses. I join your ranks as a humble and weak porn addict who has surrendered finally to the bliss of porn addiction. Despite my efforts to quite, i have realised that my devotion the the Porn Goddesses runs just too deep for me to escape. Therefore why fight the inevitable? surrender to porn’s embrace is the way forward.
I also confess that i require viagra when being intimate with real women, my cock tends to go limp even from a minor distraction during sex and so to avoid embarrassment i take the blue pill. Whilst this helps me keep hard, i cannot cum inside a woman or even from a real woman’s touch. I have masturbated too much over the many years that porn has claimed my cum for itself. I guess you could say i have PIED.
If any brothers and sisters in the bliss of porn’s loving embrace would like to chat about my condition, mock and humiliate me then please message me anytime. Please tell me in details that i’ll never be able to reproduce as a man should, for the humiliation is ecstasy in itself.
Praise be to the porn goddesses, keep those cocks hard and those pussys wet
I love masturbation because it is so free spirited. From about 12 years old till I was in my early fifties I masturbated every day; sometimes twice or more. So for about 15 years I have expanded my masturbation range. I learned edging, and started practicing a few times a week. At 68 I am masturbating almost daily and edging a few times a week. The quality of my masturbation has dramatically improved. My non-edging sessions are at-least 30 minutes to ejaculation, and an edging session event is from an hour to three hours. I rarely use pornography, and If I do it’s limited to pictures of women posing in the nude. Mostly, I think about the act and get in touch with my spiritual side. Or I’ll just think about daily events and plans. The thing I enjoy most is being open about my masturbation at home and on the forums. My ex-wife had to move back in due to economic reasons. She is okay with me masturbating when I want.
I am addicted to the thrill of video recording my masturbation sessions and sharing them with other masturbators to watch while they masturbate. The videos show full face including audio. Edging to orgasm. Anyone that knows me would never guess that I do this. So far as far as I know I have not been recognized. But I have shared these videos and pictures of my face and penis together thousands of times so I think it’s just a matter of time before I will be recognized or maybe i already have been recognized but they just havent told anyone ? Opinions appreciated
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