The Masturbator Pensées (Thoughts) is a collection of fragments written by chronic masturbators
New technique
Due to my phismosis I’ve always had a certain style, but recently adaptions in my pornography intake, and the amount of time I have available have led me to a new way to masturbate.
I was always a fairly sturdy masturbator with a whole hand grasp.
Recently I’ve been begging my wife to sexually humiliate me, for a number of reasons she refused, now for practical reason our new standard for sex has remained her using a vibrator on my penis with little to no other stimulation.
This is still humiliating to me as I have to discipline myself very hard not to thrust and allow the vibrator to slowly but surely do its work.
More recently I’ve found a lot of joy and self humiliation in 2finger pumping, too the point where I just hold the head with my thumb and forefinger and move the foreskin around a little.
Then I let go when it’s time to cum, I’ve realised masturbating in this way is far more humiliating as I have no penetration feeling anymore and no pressure around my cock as I cum leaving my feel I have ruined my own orgasm.
All in all I’ve never felt better and plan to continue masturbating in this way, cumming in myself, then pulling up my clothes and carrying on my day covered in cum.
I am a masturbator who loves humiliation.
Masturbation Coach
You will masturbate, at a minimum, 12 hours a day. Since you do not work, you’ll not have a schedule like the other penis pupils I coach, just instructions. You will NEVER ejaculate again. If you do go past the point of no return, you will ruin you orgasm and continue masturbating. You must not clean up semen; it stays where it is laid. When you leak semen during edging, you will always lick up the leakage, never wasting a drop. When you are at home, you are to be nude at all times and only wear a robe when receiving guests.
If you have committments outside the home, you will masturbate at least 5 hours before leaving. While you are out, you will masturbate at least two times, one hour each session, totally unclothed. Locations for masturbation can be the mens restroom, department store changing room, car, adult video store, mens bathhouse, a park bench, or the beach.
You will report to me at least once a week to give me a status of your progress. You will chronicle your progress on your blog.
If you agree, you must follow my instructions and will address me as “sir” or “coach” from here on out.
Some sort of hormonal thing seems to have struck because I am more preoccupied with masturbation that usual (and for a guy who’s rarely gone a day without jacking off at least once, that’s saying something!). Yesterday I could hardly keep my Onan-addled mind on my work; when I got home, the clothes flew off and I started a beautiful edging session to female masturbation porn. After a few hours, the precum began to flow pretty freely, forming a pool on my stomach. I swept it up on my fingertips and spread it on my face. I was into one of my masturbation rampages, when the universe shrinks to just my hands and my cock: I am at my most depraved, a shameless jack-off who can’t leave his rigid dick alone, who lives and breathes masturbation, masturbation MASTURBATION!.
I fell asleep on the couch with the porn still playing on the TV, only to awaken at dawn with a throbbing hard cock again leaking jack-off juice like a river. Again, I glazed my face with my emissions. Another hour of stroking, another video of a girl fucking herself into oblivion. Finally, I can take no more: I pump myself to orgasm, spunking all over myself in a mind-blowing climax. I spread the steams of hot goo onto my torso and my face. This lengthy episode of masturbatory depravity has not quelled my urge for more jacking off, more jacking off, more jacking off….
I get dressed and go out on a few weekend errands. At one point, I am in line at the supermarket, wondering what the other shoppers would think if they knew I stood among them with my face covered in my dried spunk. Is there a waft of semen in the air? No one gives any outward sign that they notice, but I am pulsating at the idea that I am in public with physical evidence of how much I love jacking off literally on my face!
Back home and back to my naked masturbation marathon. All I can think about is jacking off. I hope I can get it out of my system by Monday, or work is going to be torture. Here’s the video I am about to cum to: