I WANT A PUSSY
By Earl Flen
I WANT A PUSSY. No, I don’t mean I “want to fuck a pussy”; I mean I want to have my own pussy between my legs, because I love masturbating. I want to be “girlie” and experience all those feelings women seem to have. I know there’s supposed to be this thing called “penis envy” women are supposed to be plagued by. I think I’m afflicted with pussy envy. When I’m masturbating my cock I often imagine what it would be like to masturbate my own pussy if I had one. I fantasize about it. I really want a pussy for my very own, to masturbate.
First of all just to spread my legs and expose that most private genital area to the open air has to be such a turn on. To be able to put my hands on my pussy and rub my vulva has to be so wonderful! Just to feel those pussy lips become swollen in arousal must be amazing – better than starting to get an erection? I’d like to find out.
And then to feel those sex-juices start to run out of my pussy, making my crotch wet, dripping down my thighs. I know that has to be so much more sensuous than precum oozing out of my penis. Just imagine being so wet and ready, warm pussy juice flooding out. Getting so wet down there. I want to feel that.
And as those labia swell, it must be so exciting to feel my clit stiffen up and get hard, erect, hungry for touching. We guys all think it must be like us getting hard, but is it? When you watch a porn muse touch her clit and make that circling motion around it with her fingers, there is almost always a gasp – an erotic surprise that seems to be like about 10 times as good as when you and I grab our cocks and start stroking. I want a pussy, so I can play with my clit that way. And play with it for hours.
So what about the moment when fingers go inside our fantasy pussy’s vaginal opening, that perfect slit? I can imagine how good it feels to have something in there, something alive and moving, stimulating. It looks to me like it feels as good as stroking my cock … and then some! I want to feel that. I have experienced the joy of being penetrated. I have had my JO bud’s penis slide into my asshole, my anus; and loved the penetration experience, and the thrusting pleasure delivered into my “hole” – my man-pussy. It’s wonderful. But how much more wonderful is it to have a cock or a dildo or my own fingers sliding in and out of my girlie pussy? It must be exquisite. But even so I don’t really know. I notice that real muse masturbators always return to manipulating their clits, it seems to be the center of driving pussy pleasure. Lucky girls. I have pussy envy.
There are secrets we masturbating males just won’t ever know. Is a pussy orgasm like our cock cumming? It seems better when it’s a pussy. I watch porn ladies cum and they enjoy it so much. What does it feel like to have a cock squirt cum into your pussy? I want to feel that. I really do have pussy envy about orgasms. After I cum there’s this little sadness that it is over for a while. I have to wait before my cock can start again. Not with pussies. It must be so pleasing to know you can just go on, have another orgasm immediately, and another and another if you want them. Lucky women, they have non-stop pussies!
I don’t even want to go there about titties and nipples and how good they feel for women. I try to make my little man-titties feel good; but I know I’m never going to have what women can have. And Oral? What’s better – having a mouth on your penis … or having a mouth on your pussy? I wish I knew. I wish I could know. But I’m glad I do know that secret women have — that they can masturbate all day in public. That they make themselves cum (anywhere) so much more often that we guys ever suspect. Women get to masturbate more than we do, gentlemen. (My wife told me.) They have ever since grade school! Pussies are so exciting. Women are lucky.
I spend a fair amount of time watching women masturbate their pussies in my collection of porn videos. Not the fake ones, but real honest, usually amateur, pussy play. That’s been my number one turn-on to masturbate my cock to for years. I’m always drawn in, sympathetic to the muse’s journey to an orgasm. God I want her to cum and cum and cum while I stroke my cock, or fuck my plastic pussy like it was her on-screen cunt. It’s so fucking erotic, so hot. I urge her to cum, I’m in suspense until she does. Pussies seem to provide such pleasure. If I had a pussy I would masturbate it constantly, even more than I jack my cock. And, I guess — being a guy – that I’d try to get my pussy fucked as much as I could; all the damn time.
I want a pussy! Don’t you?