Just wanted to say I’m so glad to be back among seriously addicted
masturbators again.
Right now it is tough for me to post and worship my porn because I
have so many people around. In August they will clear out and I’ll
be back to my old habits in full again.
My story is about the same as many here. I have always had a “thing”
for my penis and began enjoying my erections at an early age even if
I didn’t know how to masturbate. Upon my first exposure to porn at
age 11-12 I become hooked right away. I remember that it was a
Penthouse some other boys had taken from their dads stash and that
it had pictures of lesbians. I don’t smoke, drink or do drugs, but
can imagine what it is like to get high for the first time because
my first taste of pornography did that to me. I’m so very glad it
did because I fell in love with pornography that very day.
At 13 I discovered masturbation by accident in the bathroom one
evening while taking a shower. I was on the toliet with an erection
and wondered what it would feel like to soap an erection up.
Well….it felt good…very good! Within a minute I had my first
masturbatory orgasm. From that time on I masturbated daily. I began
to use the Sears catalog as fuel for my young habit.
I am now proud to say that I never once had sex during my teen years
because they were filled with masturbation. Sexual denial is a big
turn on for me now and I love stories of married men who masturbate
instead of having sex.
In my 20s I had some religious hang-ups about masturbation forced on
me, but they only made my addiction to porn/masturbation stronger.
After years of struggle, I finally surrendered to masturbation/porn
when I was 27 years old by buying a Penthouse magazine and
masturbating to it in a car on a side road. For the next six years I
would sneak porn magazines into my life like Gallery and Penthouse,
Oui and Swank and masturbate to them at work (I was the manager of a
store and could stay after everyone left) and in the car in deserted
places. One of my greatest finds at this time was a box full of porn
out in the woods near my home. I devourer it like a starving man
masturbating to them when I could. Sneaking around my wife this
addiction grew.
Finally at age 33 I confessed to my wife that I loved to masturbate
and that I loved porn. She was cool with it and with the internet my
addiction really took off to the point where today I literally can’t
get enough porn or masturbation. I am a compulsive masturbator/porn
addict and I LOVE IT!!!
I masturbate so much now I can hardly get an erection for sex! That
is okay with me because I love masturbation way more than
intercourse. I love my wife but would enjoy it more if we could just
masturbate for a year and not have sex at all.
There is really something to be said for masturbating in your car. Some of my most exciting masturbation experiences involved purchasing magazines at a gas station (sometimes porn but more often for me they were car, truck and hip-hop magazines that featured sexy, voluptuous models). Then i would drive to a remote location in the woods, go through the magazines, tearing out the best pictures and spreading them across the passenger seat, dashboard and floor where i could see them all. Lastly, i would put on my hands-free headset and call my favorite phone sex number on my cellphone, and masturbate while roleplaying with a lovely woman and looking at my muses in the magazine pages. i still spring an erection and get trembling hands when i think about the possibility of doing that again.
Also, on long trips at night, i often will unzip my pants and stroke myself as i drive. It’s been an effective way to keep awake at the wheel, masturbating as i drive, fantasizing, moaning and gooning openly and loudly, and wondering if anyone can tell what i’m doing. i try to keep it hidden from other drivers, of course, but that sometimes makes it more exciting.