by Flacidboy » Mon Feb 19, 2024 10:30 pm
When i was a young teen i discovered porn, the sensual beauty of it, the erotic and passionate nature of the performers. It was splendid. I began to feel aroused and jerked off, at first it was over pretty quickly but the desire to watch more had already planted its seed within me. That seed has now grown and blossomed, my tastes in porn have evolved too but even when i dont jerk i still at times find myself watching porn just for the beauty of watching people engaged in passionate sex. Now i can jerk for hours daily, i have called in sick on occasion just so that i can spend more time in porn’s embrace and for more weekends than i can count i have just stayed at home and jerked off. I’ve bought mags and DVDS in abundance just for the thrill of giving money to the sex industry, that made me so aroused that i wanted to jerk off just to that alone. For hours and hours i jerk and edge my cock and gorge myself on the bliss i feel. I have sacrificed sleep just so i can spend more time with my beloved porn and my cock. Even confessing this now makes me throb and urge to caress my cock again.
I have said on a few other posts that i have tried to quit and i honestly have, several times but the most i’ve managed is about a week. Porn has taken complete hold of me and i love it. I want to sink into her lustful embrace completely and devote myself to her love and lust. I ask this wonderful and accepting community for your words of support, i dont ever want to think about quitting my beloved porn again. I want to live for porn and the pleasure of masturbation. Help porn consume all of me.
by knuckles » Tue Feb 20, 2024 8:43 am
I fell in love with porn, or what was thought of as porn (just nudist magazines, and some of them were air-brushed!) as a young teen, although I discovered the joys of stroking my little cock when I was six. Then came the gay magazines, which showed nudes but no erections. They were followed by “blue movies” – 8mm films of shockingly bad quality. Explicit videos and DVD’s were a “giant leap for mankind”. Finally, the internet arrived and I was in seventh heaven. It was always there, waiting for me and my throbbing prick, and it has never disappointed. My tastes have gone from innocent nudists to extreme porn. Today, I masturbate to things I wouldn’t have dreamed of years ago.
I love this community. The thought of all you guys out there, stroking your beautiful cocks and shooting your delicious spunk at any given moment, is more than enough to get me stroking, although I quickly move on to more explicit porn. I want it and need it every day. I can’t imagine a day going by without seeking some really filthy porn and stroking my cock until it explodes.
The best thing for me is the fact that everyone here knows that I’m a totally addicted wanker. Admitting that I love porn and spend most of the day with my throbbing prick in my hand is a turn-on in itself. I have a mug on my desk which says: “I LOVE WANKING”. Many people have seen it (although some have pretended not to!), I don’t care – I want EVERYONE to know that I’m an obsessive porn-watcher and cock-stroker.
Never give up your obsessions – enjoy a lifetime of porn and wanking.
Post by Palmlover » Tue Feb 20, 2024 10:37 am
You have finally come to accept yourself for who you truly are, a PORN ADDICT and a CHRONIC MASTURBATOR! CONGRATULATIONS!
There are many, many, many of us here, both men & women, who have gone through the same struggles as you, the fretting & worrying, the shame & guilt, but we all eventually realized, accepted and embraced who and what we are…MASTURBATORS! From what I can tell, we are all happier than we’ve ever been. I know I am! For me it is so freeing and reassuring knowing that I will spend hours and hours each and every day in masturbatory bliss and in porns loving embrace. I honestly can’t imagine a better life!
by drwatson » Fri Feb 23, 2024 11:01 am
My close relationship with the porn also started early. But of course I started masturbation far earlier (6 Y.) then I was exposed to explicit pon ( age 14). . Despite everything the regular masturbation and watching nude magazines, lingerie brochures and later porn, never made an obstacle or inhibition to form sexual relationships with girls or women. On the contrary ! I always tried to realize what I saw live! (e.g. MMF) I had of course a great love, (in my twenties) which unfortunately ended in bitter disappointment. Masturbation and porn saved me from a deep depression and helped me start over, made her believe that there are other worthy girls. Of course, this passion then followed me through marriages . I am convinced that porn can be beautiful, aesthetic, (because creation of a new life) , you can worship the beauty of human body and creation by masturbation !
Source: (19) Helping the Addiction Flourish – Onania Masturbator Forum