by DrDave » Mon Apr 29, 2024 7:52 pm
I first started masturbating frequently around age 12. A friend of mine and I used to like to get together to masturbate. No contact with each other but I liked watching him masturbate his penis, and I liked him watching me.
I actually sucked my first cock when I was about five years old. Neighbor boy explained cocksucking to me and told me “milk comes out“. Apparently, he had been accosted by someone old enough to ejaculate. I sucked cock again a few years later with a male babysitter. We did 69 a few times. I did not ejaculate and I don’t remember him doing it either.
I didn’t suck cock again until I was in my late 20s. I started cruising adult bookstores and getting guys to suck me off. I loved getting sucked off. For a long time I refused to suck any cock myself, but then I started doing it. I found out I actually loved it. Feeling a nice cock pulsing and shooting cum in my mouth was really wonderful
I stopped all extra marital sex when I got married. Haven’t sucked a cock since 1980. I would really like to do it again though. I have probably been sucked off by around 200 guys, and I have probably sucked off about 50.
I would masturbate a little bit when I was sucking cock, but mainly I just concentrated on the cock. I never did cum while sucking cock. I didn’t jerk off with the guys I sucked although I would stroke them some while sucking them. The focus was on cocksucking, not on masturbation.
I consider myself bisexual. A gay friend of mine, however, once told me I sure wasn’t gay, but I wasn’t even bisexual, I was just not particular about who sucked my cock . ???? i’ve never had any romantic feelings toward men, just enjoy having my cock sucked and sucking cock.
I masturbate to straight porn and gay porn. Now that I identify primarily as a masturbator, some of my favorite porn is to watch men masturbate and watch cocks cumming.I’m not submissive, and don’t wear women’s clothing. Don’t really feel humiliation or shame about sucking cock. Thinking about sucking cock certainly does arouse me though. When I was sucking cock, I did swallow sometimes, but mostly would spit.
What I liked most about cock sucking was looking at big beautiful cocks up close and personal. I loved being able to make these guys feel real good and I felt I had really accomplished something when I made them cum. Sucking the cock of an absolute stranger, and having them suck me was a weird sort of intimacy. A very personal thing, and a pretty big risk, a lot of trust involved, actually.
by Palmlover » Tue Apr 30, 2024 8:07 am
Thanks for sharing this DrDave! Great read. I love the description of your journey. Parts of your story are very familiar to me as I have had similar experiences.
My friend and I were 13 when we started masturbating together looking at his older brothers Playboys or Penthouses. The first few times we would just unzip our pants, jerk-off, and zip up! Before too long though we always got naked and would lay side-by-side on his bed (or mine) and masturbate, letting our legs touch and rub together. It wasn’t long before we were stroking each others cocks and, well, from that point the next step was obvious. One day my friend just flat-out asked me to suck his cock so I did! I sucked, he came, I swallowed, and thus began an almost 6 year “relationship”!
Like you, I too found that I liked the feel of a hard cock in my mouth.
I also stopped all extra-marital sex after getting married. The last time I sucked a cock was 1982!
As I described above, my friend & I, at first, just masturbated together so we were both obviously comfortable with it. When I first started sucking his cock I just naturally wanted to stroke my cock while doing it but my friend didn’t like it. He didn’t want me to cum before him and then lose all interest in getting him off. I would still sneak in a stroke here & there but if my friend saw me he would say “Stop that”! So I had to be content with humping my cock against the mattress as I laid between his legs sucking him off. In a way, that was a good thing because it made me, as you said, focus on my cocksucking!
I describe myself as a non-practicing bisexual…lol! I too have never really had any romantic attraction to men, but I think a hard, cut, shaved cock is the sexiest thing in the world!
I enjoy masturbating to all genres of porn, it honestly doesn’t matter what kind. Everything turns me on! I also enjoy watching others masturbate. I do prefer watching older, mature women masturbate but I like watching guys masturbate too. Either way, the person must be into it, moaning and groaning and babbling while writhing about, and very verbal! They must be enthusiastic about it!
I am not submissive in the sense that I need to be degraded and humiliated. With my friend I definitely filled the role of a bottom but it was never in any “You’re my bitch” manner. I like to think of myself as being “very agreeable” as opposed to submissive! I did dabble in cross-dressing for a short time when I was younger but nothing really serious. I do have some crotchless pantyhose I wear from time to time just whenever the mood strikes. I never felt any true humiliation (just the thoughts in my head) and I definitely never felt any shame at all. Thinking about sucking cock definitely arouses me! It brings back some fond memories! I always swallowed my friends load. I can’t think of one single time when I didn’t. It’s just what you do!
I must admit that I became rather fond of the view of my friends hard cock, sticking almost straight up, throbbing and swaying in the air as I crawled between his legs. And the smell! That’s what sticks with me the most! I swear I can still smell his musk! That scent always made me instantly hard! I also loved being able to give my friend so much pleasure. I always loved it when he would start getting close to cumming and really let himself go, writhing and moaning and groaning, lost in the pleasure I was giving him. I enjoyed having “the power” of being able to make him cum and it was quite the feeling of accomplishment every single time I did so! I took pride in it and I tried to make every blow job better than the last one!
Again, thanks for the post Doc. I hope you don’t mind my comments.
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