Another Masturbation Addict

 

a masturbator wrote:

I’ve never posted with this group before. But then again, I thought I had my addiction to masturbation under control also . . . Until recently anyway. Now I find myself watching more porn and stroking my cock with an ever increasing frequency. I enjoy edging and usually edge a couple times a day. I normally allow myself one to two orgasms per week. But lately I’m masturbating to completion at least two times a day for the last couple of weeks. Now I’m starting to get worried! I woke up last night thinking about my first orgasm. I was twelve and myself and a couple of friends had heard from an older boy that if you played with yourself you would shot this white stuff out of your cock. We tried for several weeks but to no avail. Finally one day I was in the bathroom playing with my dick when I began to feel this incredibly intense sensation. The next thing I new I was coming all over the floor. God it was great. Needless to say I began to practice diligently and found I could duplicate the act with ease except that my dick was a little raw at first from so much practice. My buddies and I starting masturbating together and we were all coming like gangbusters. Then we started jerking each other off. Of course we then began experimenting with sucking each other off. Summer was soon over and we all started seventh grade in the fall. Lots of new girls to now focus our attention on and so the group masturbation kind of came to an end. But I kept right on going. It seemed like I could jack off enough. Fast forward to now and it seems all I want to do is walk around the house naked with a hard on. As I was jacking off at 2 in the morning I was fantasizing about how cool it would be to be able to just hang out and masturbate all day long. Cock in hand, jerking to porn . . . What could be better I was thinking. Well now I know I’m in trouble as it seems the desire to masturbate is always at the forefront of my thoughts these days. I’ve always enjoyed masturbating, but it is like it is becoming an obsession. Sorry about the lengthy post, but I wanted to confess to the group that I’m hopelessly addicted to my cock and now believe I have become a true masturbation addict.

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Welcome. You have found the right place.

In my life I am contiunally amazed at how close-minded even such “open” groups of people are. For example, take a look at the recent fights for “gay marriage”. I find both groups stunningly unable to recognize the values presented on the other sides of the argument. Gays call conservatives “Nazi’s” and the like, and conservatives call gays “sick” and the like.

NOT HERE! This is truly the only place I know of where an addict to cock can find true acceptance. This group is undoubtedly full of gays, straights, married, single, young, old, conservative, liberal, black, white, brown, American, Elsewhere, etc. etc. Never, ever once did I hear of anyone telling me that my “kink” wasn’t being done right.

Again, a hearty welcome and thanks for sharing some of your experiences as a young boy. I did much the same as you. I sucked a cock long before I ever ate pussy……

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Welcome to the group. Just wanted to comment on one thing you said: “Well now I
You are not in trouble at all if you actually accept that you love to
masturbate and just give in to your desires…as we all have. The urge to
masturbate is so compelling for all of us. All the members here are obsessed
with both their penises and their deep need and desire for self pleasuring. So
you are not alone in any of these feelings. We all share them. We are all
masturbators and we love masturbation.
It is about accepting this one fact that is possibly the hard part. After
that…..years of masturbatory bliss. Enjoy!
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Greg…I am very glad that you decided to post to this group and hope you will make many more. I believe such a thing would be helpful for you. Telling such stories and sharing feelings has really helped me to increase my satisfaction and comfort with my masturbation desires.

For me, I’m a “cum as much as you can” guy so I do not see a problem with you increasing frequency of masturbation. Of course, you will have to decide for yourself if this path is right for you but…well, perhaps it is a step toward being more accepting of your habit and feeling more inner freedom.

I am always a huge fan of reading about our members’ early masturbation experiences. While I never had that “buddy” experience while growing up, I think you and I do share the common trait of having something switch on in our brains as teens telling us that we would always want to masturbate even after we achieved that teen boy goal of having sexual intercourse.

Having just spent almost two years being unemployed, I can tell you that…yes, it is indeed cool in many ways to be able to do nothing on most days but stay home, surf the Internet for porn, and masturbate. That’s why I always buy $20 worth of lottery tickets every week. ;-) However, regardless of how much money is in one’s bank account, it is still an unsustainable lifestyle. No matter the hobby/habit/addiction, everybody needs variety to be well-rounded, healthy both mentally and physically, and to not lose complete touch with the outside world. That’s easy for me as I have always had a lot of interests, and I fill my penis recharging time by pursuing them.

I wouldn’t make a full diagnosis based upon just one post but I think you are going to be just fine if you find you still have a need to masturbate more frequently than you have been doing in the past. I think this will be especially so if you are honest with yourself and continue to analyze the situation — at least in your own mind if not through more posting here in OnaniaSupport. Believe me, the desire to look at porn and get my hand on my cock is at the front of my own mind at almost all times unless I am DEEPLY occupied with either work or hunger. Still, I function very well at my job and have as much of my life in good order as most normal human beings (IMHO) and all while masturbating to orgasm about twice a day (many being good, long, multi-hour strokes before I release my semen).

Finally for now…after reading this, you should know that you will never again have to worry about apologizing for a long post here. ;-)

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hi greg. in my experience,after a life time of addiction to self abuse,[ no ‘normal’ sex ]i found the times in your life you increase your masturbation,due to some thing new stimulating you or changes in life style etc….well the increase stimulate more increase. the more u masturbate the stronger the craving for it. after my wife passed way,left by myself with my porno i was masturbating almost constantly.after several month’s i decided than i had,for my mind health.to start a relationship with some body, i love to show guys how much i masturbate,[ exhibitionism ]but i’m str8.it worked out ok. now i only masturbate as soon as i’m left alone.i have to control my strong craving for this wonderful addiction. segaiolo

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I would not worry about your addiction unless its is getting in the way of things that you need to do. By that I mean if you are masturbating all the time and can not hold a job, or you are masturbating so much you do not sleep or eat. All those other things people think you need to do like socialize and have hobby’s are not important, since you have masturbation. Before I was married and lived alone I would think alot about masturbation, and spend the weekend waking up at 6 am to edge for a couple hours, then do it again after breakfast and again at night possibly 5x . I even waked up at 4 am during the week and would JO, not all the time but sometimes. For me I have to finish everytime I start to JO, and at 3 hrs I kind of lose the enjoyments of bating. Now I try to be discreet so my wife does not think I am an addicted bator, but now since I have less oppurtunity I do not do it as much, but on the days she is gone all day I like to spend most of my free time bating. Hell if I could get paid to JO all day I would do it, or if I did not have to work and could watch porn and JO all day I would. So enjoy it as much as you can. Now I regret not JO so much when I was younger, still in college and living with my parents. I JO alot then but did not edge often.

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greg, i also just wanted to welcome you to the group, where you certainly will fit in, as your open and frank description of your masturbatory lifestyle matches so well that of the rest of us. we are all masaturbators, we revel in masturbation, we celebrate the penis that hangs between our legs and that demands stroking attention, even when we are working, with family, dining, etc. it sounds like you have a balance in your life, even if you find yourself masturbating yourself at all hours of the day. penis does that to us.

so yes, hang out all day, stroke yourself to porn, make the most of our addiction and obsession. the cock is never satisfied, thank god, and the absolute perversion of sitting naked in front of a computer or fone boning is the greatest joy i can imagine. i thrive on being a masturbator, on having to masturbate my penis as much as i possibly can, of exploring perversions and fantasies. like you, i am absolutely, totally happy to have been born a masturbator.

welcome!

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Now I find myself watching more porn and stroking my cock with an ever increasing frequency. I enjoy edging and usually edge a couple times a day. I normally allow myself one to two orgasms per week. But lately I’m masturbating to completion at least two times a day for the last couple of weeks.(…) It seems all I want to do is walk around the house naked with a hard on.(…) Well now I know I’m in trouble as it seems the desire to masturbate is always at the forefront of my thoughts these days. I’ve always enjoyed masturbating, but it is like it is becoming an obsession. Sorry about the lengthy post, but I wanted to confess to the group that I’m hopelessly addicted to my cock and now believe I have become a true masturbation addict.

And that is exactly the reason why you are here and why we all are here: because we all went through the same process, because we all masturbated with an ever increasing frequency, because for all of us masturbation has become an obsession, because we all are hopelessly addicted to our cock and we all believe – no: we are sure – we have become true masturbation addicts, and we want to be true masturbation addicts. So why do you think you are in trouble???
And remember: messages in which you confess you are hopelessly and totally addicted to masturbation and that masturbation became obsessive never are too long!! Masturbating at home is great, but confessing you are an uncompromising and passionate masturbator is even greater. It’s the reason why this group exists: to make confessions and share feelings and practices in order to stimulate each other, to loose – if necessary – the last feelings of shame and guilt and to encourage each other – if possible and necessary – to masturbate more, longer and deeper.