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Re: What do you call the feeling?
Unread post by My-pleasure-meat » Wed Jun 18, 2025 8:30 pm
Ok bare with me i’ll try to describe how masturbation and orgasm feels for me, i’m masturbating as i write this so i will try and make it as accurate as i can.
For me, the feeling of masturbation is layered, theres the mental side of it which starts like a hunger becoming harder to ignore as I get hornier, a desire to stroke my shaft and glans.. to pleasure myself, to satisfy a deep need and honestly to be really pervy. Then I feel my penis start to grow, slowly pumping to life, filling with sensation, kind of like that first really good stretch on a morning after a good sleep, everything between my legs awakening until i’m rock hard. Then I slowly stroke it, running my fingers gently up over my balls and along my shaft feeling slight waves of warm subdued pleasure at every touch. When I hold my penis firmly and begin to stroke my foreskin up and down over my glans it feels like that feeling you get AFTER a good stretch, warm and comforting, pleasurable.
Of course I wouldn’t be on this forum if I stopped there, I’m a horny penis addicted masturbator so I start to get obsessed with this feeling, pushing it further and further. I start to get hungry for pornography that gets my dick harder and harder. Pervy stuff that gets my dick wet and makes me feel like a dirty pervert masturbator. I start NEEDING it, more and more graphic as I get lost in my cock sensations.
My penis head starts to get engorged as I swirl it around inside my wet precummy foreskin, it throbs and aches for orgasmic release. It aches but in such an incredibly pleasurable way, each throb of my hard, bright red, veiny swollen cock feels like that sensation just before you sneeze but 5 times stronger and MORE PLEASURABLE. I love this feeling, edging right before orgasm so I stroke my cock juuuust slowly enough to keep it there, after a while of this everything dissapears from my mind except for my swollen penis head, swelling and pulsing with warm, constant orgasmic pleasure.
As everything else fades away, my bell end feels 10 times bigger and I mentally disappear into it… soon it is ALL I experience, i am just existing AS my huge swollen, sloppy wank meat, each slow stroke filling it with pleasure like turning up the light in a lightbulb with a dimmer switch every few seconds, all the way to 99% brightness, then down to 90, one more stroke… back to 99 but never 100 until, when I can’t take it any longer i speed up such a tiny amount to push it over the edge and i start feeling white hot fast wavy ripples of blissful rapturous mind blowing pleasure bursting from deep inside my cock pumping in waves all the way along my shaft to my engorged dark red helmet as ropes of thick white creamy sperm fucking SQUIRT right across the room or all over my body. My penis bouncing up and down with every ejaculatory explosion, each pulse of rhythmic orgasmic spasm, sends waves of ecstasy screaming through my entire body causing me to moan uncontrollably while my whole body tenses about 16 to 20 times, one for each spurt. Then I fall back utterly spent and fulfilled, warm glow of pleasure slowly fading from my whole body.
I think my orgasms and my penis in general might be more pleasurable than most guys I’ve been with because very few other men seem to have full bodyspasm inducing orgasms that make all non-penis areas of your brain shut down for like 10 seconds ?
As for my edging sessions if you want to see how a penis looks after a few hours of basically full on orgasm you can check out my profile picture, I had been masturbating to frenzy for a few days without ejaculation, the picture was taken minutes before my final release.
Re: Have YOU been pussyfree for over 10 years? 20? How long do you want to stay sexless?
- Unread post by mstrbate69 » Fri Jun 20, 2025 2:06 pmI must post here again under the influence of my past experiences for I edge my eager penis for the love of these experiences and even thay are phatetic in some ways but not really for my now and not here.
I must speak out to You again how much I really love to avoid pussy fucking and how much I love to be a PussyFree Masturbator even I have a sweet delicios one in my reach. Now She is my wife. And I proudly can post here that I had failed to penetrate Her for my obsession of rather being a Edge Pervert Masturbating daily to Porn than to be a “normal” pussy fucker. Call me sick if you want but thid is the truth. The humiliation while 3 finger deep in her wet juicy pussy and my cock shrunked by PPAD to almost smaller than 2,5 inches while I already know it will be no chance I can fuck that pussy was a real orgasmic experience to my constant masturbation craving penis.
Is any one else outside this forum would be proud for an achievement like this? No of course, but we are here on purpose and I now (hope) I can enchance Your daily secret routine by this.
I loved and enjoyed the fact that I can not do more just to abuse my limp cock for the fact of missed out sex.While I now just posting about rock hard cock fucking furniture in my goon place.
I do not now if You think the same but I am in love eith theese facts and I am proudly posti g it to You here in hope of some of You will edge for it becouse tgay can realte.
I love the phrase pussy free! It is one of my fetishes and whatever it takes I work my way to it. Even when sometimes it feel may be I will regret it one day. But I know my only pure release sexually can be myself my cock in my handpussy and a pussy only to stare and masturbate for.
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