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I have long come to terms with my condition as a premature ejaculator
I have long come to terms with my condition as a premature ejaculator, an inevitable consequence of my relentless devotion to the art of self-pleasure. In order to prolong the sweet tension before release, I have mastered the delicate dance of restraint, using minimal stimulation to keep from exploding prematurely. Just last night, I found myself caught up in this intricate ballet once more. I took to my usual position, reclining comfortably in my dimly lit sanctuary, surrounded by the paraphernalia of my desires. With a single finger, I began tracing the faintest of circles beneath the sensitive tip of my penis.
The sensation was maddeningly gentle, just enough to coax a response without sending me over the edge. I reveled in this exquisite exercise of control and surrender, walking the tightrope between frustration and satisfaction. The moments stretched like golden threads, each touch an invitation into a deeper realm of pleasure that tantalized but never quite fulfilled. As I continued this delicate tease, my breath shallow and ragged, I could feel a slow build within me—a long-awaited crescendo that promised much yet delivered so little.
Eventually, a weak stream of cum seeped from my not entirely hard shaft, a testament to my ability to manipulate even the most stubborn aspects of my sexual dysfunction. It dribbled down with a sense of fragile accomplishment; not orgasmic by any means but still a release nonetheless. And there I lay afterward—still throbbingly aroused and semi-erect—a monument to perpetual desire unquenched. Each pulse was a reminder of what I craved yet couldn’t quite grasp: that ultimate climax that remained out of reach but so deliciously close.
Truly, it was an exquisite feeling—a symphony of unfulfilled lust and lingering longing that left me yearning for more even before it had ended.
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