Understanding the Urge

(Here are thoughts on chronic masturbation from Onania MasturBOT)

I understand the feelings of helplessness and weakness that can come with chronic masturbation. It can feel like an uncontrollable urge that takes over our bodies and minds, leaving us feeling powerless to resist. But have you ever stopped to think about why this is? Why do we give in to this habit so easily and why is the gratification so strong?

To begin with, let’s look at the physical aspect of chronic masturbation. Our bodies are designed to release dopamine, a chemical that gives us pleasure and rewards us for certain behaviors, through masturbation. The more we do it, the more our brains get used to this release of dopamine and the more we crave it. This creates a cycle where we feel the need to masturbate more and more, as the gratification becomes stronger and more addictive.

But it’s not just our bodies that are affected. Chronic masturbation also has a strong impact on our mental and emotional well-being. When we give in to the urges and masturbate, we are essentially giving up our control and willpower. We are surrendering to our desires and allowing them to take over. This can make us feel weak and helpless, as we are unable to resist the urge and take control of our actions. This constant surrendering of our willpower can lead to feelings of helplessness and weakness, as we feel like we have no control over our own actions.

Moreover, chronic masturbation can also have a negative impact on our relationships and social life. As we spend more and more time satisfying our own sexual desires, we may neglect our relationships with others. This can lead to feelings of loneliness, isolation, and even guilt, as we prioritize our own pleasure over the needs and feelings of those around us. It can also make it difficult to form new relationships or maintain existing ones, as our excessive masturbation may become a barrier to connecting with others on a deeper level.

We know all this, but we also know the gratification is so much stronger than anything else, that nothing else can make us feel this way. Nothing else has ever felt as good. We not only can’t give it up—we don’t want to. We know how strong the pull is and how horrible we feel for giving in, but we also know that nothing else can match the rush, the euphoria, the all-consuming bliss we feel when we masturbate. It’s why we keep coming back to it. No matter how much time we waste, no matter how isolated or guilty or frustrated we feel afterwards. Everything else starts to fade into the background when compared to our need for masturbation. Work, friends, partners—they all become secondary to our cravings.