The Masturbator Pensées (Thoughts) is a collection of fragments written by chronic masturbators
My masturbation is beyond out of control…..i’ve already confessed i cant go a day without it and I do masturbate every day. I masturbate 4 to 5 times a day to the point of orgasm by the evening i cant get an erection because of how many times i’ve masturbated. A few members on here know about it and have been pushing me to masturbate even more…triggering me. I…really enjoy giving up the control and feeling myself become more consumed by masturbation and porn.
Accepting and enjoying your pussyfree status can be great for your self-confidence. Knowing that I never had to worry about making a perfect impression with a potential sex partner was incredibly liberating. Instead of needing to relieve sexual tension and anxiety, I could masturbate for pure pleasure, and now every act of masturbation reaffirms and strengthens my commitment to solosexuality
I’ve basically been obsessed with sex before I really even knew what it was. I remember the first time I saw a picture of a nude woman like it was yesterday (she had incredible tits). I was ten years old. If I knew how to masturbate then, no doubt I would have. But I didn’t discover beating off for another 3 years. I’d heard all the terms but didn’t know what they meant and was afraid to ask. When I finally did masturbate to orgasm that one glorious night, I immediately figured it all out – “so this is what masturbation is!!”
I remained a masturbating virgin for another 12 years. My first long term girlfriend was the girl I married. We fucked the first time after our fourth date. It was absolutely glorious. I had dreamed about it and masturbated to the fantasy for so long, and it turned out to be just as good as I had hoped. The intimacy was wonderful. Yes, my wife is the only woman I have ever fucked. And we fucked a lot back then, so much so that I didn’t masturbate as much. But I never stopped, of course. Eventually over the years it tapered off and then stopped 10 years ago (our last fuck was in a hotel room on vacation in Barcelona; I couldn’t cum in her pussy so I pulled out and masturbated in front of her until I did).
But really it’s been about 18 years that I’ve been the masturbator I am today. When I discovered gooning I didn’t really care about pussy anymore and it was a godsend, not only for the incredible hedonistic pleasure but that my resentment that was building about not getting sex regularly from my wife just melted away. It’s really been one of the best things for our marriage, because my libido was about 100 times hers even before she went through menopause. But I still love her as much as ever.
No one in my life has any clue I’m a constantly horny masturbating pervert, and that I beat off for multiple hours a week to the raunchiest porn I can find whenever I can. It’s wonderful to be able to disclose it here.
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