Masturbator Pensées

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The Masturbator Pensées (Thoughts) is a collection of fragments written by chronic masturbators

 

Years of Ejaculations

 

My first orgasm was around 13. OMG! I had off and on been teasing my dick and watching how hard it could get. One day while sitting in my room I wanted to see what would happen if I kept slowly stroking my dick up and down. As I stroked up and down my breathing got quicker. My dickhead ballooned up deep red and shiny. All of a sudden chills went up my back and across my face; I thought I had to pee so I hopped up trying to get to the bathroom. Never made it as my dick throbbed and cum poured and dropped from my dick. My knees got so weak so I had to lean against the wall. I thought something was broken inside. However, after checking the encyclopedia I felt better. Cumming felt so good I felt kind of guilty doing it. At this point however I couldn’t stop playing with myself. I will be 74 in a couple of months. I have put my dick through its paces for over 61 years. I am married and enjoy sex with my wife. I am an early riser and I get up around 4 am. I have three hours of masturbatory bliss before starting my day. So, I will end typing so I can get back to teasing my sensitive nipples while squeezing my dick.

 

Permanent ED due to excessive masturbation

Over the years I have encouraged my cock to respond in various ways to varied methods of stimulation. Certainly masturbating soft or “semi” is in my masturbatory repertoire. I had a wonderful five years of repetitive daily dry climaxing before my puberty was completed and I started leaking and spurting during masturbating. This I found was inconvenient, particularly as several of the places I masturbated would likely show “evidence” that could cause adult disapproval. Also the extreme pleasure of my strong multi-throb orgasms was not increased by the presence of seminal fluid or semen. Rather the reverse as my dry stroking trained cock was sometimes irritated by the hyaluronic acid in seminal fluid. I positively encouraged my cock to give me masturbation pleasure while not properly erect and therefore less likely to leak or to spurt. I think age, while generally increasing masturbatory pleasure, can reduce the “fitness” of the cock to stiffly erect, just as age can effect other body performance, muscles and joints and so on. This sort of detailing is part of why I am so pleased to have found OMF.

I had ED from prostate cancer treatment (cancer free now). The medical treatments were such that my testosterone was suppressed with medication. The ED meant I was always limp, but once I was off the medications for two years I started getting ‘feelings” and my libido is stronger than ever. My erections are much better and I can edge for a few hours, or masturbate to ejaculate easily now. I started to read up on ED and realized there are many factors involved. So over the last year, I have more or less returned to my normal for a 68 year-old man (7 ejaculations per week and edging 1-2 times a week). I just kept doing what the urologist said; masturbate regularly and maintain a healthy lifestyle. The ED medications worked but made me sick for the day, so after three tries I gave up on them.

When I first really got into edging, in my 30s (65 now), I too would masturbate for hours on end and I stayed rock hard the whole time, at least it seemed that way. That was without ED drugs or cock rings. As I got older, and I guess it eventually happens to most of us, I didn’t stay rock hard the whole time but I never went fully limp either and after a few strokes I was rock hard again. As I got even older and became an even more devoted masturbator, pumping a semi-hard cock became the norm. I would still be rock hard at the beginning of a session but the longer I went, the less hard I got. When I got close to orgasm I would get rock hard again and then I would back off then repeat the process over and over again. Nowadays I use ED pills and cock rings on a daily basis and, for the most part, stroke a semi-hard cock all day and the minute I take my hand off my cock I go completely limp.

I think there may be some connection to masturbating for hours at a time, going to the edge and back over & over again but denying your orgasm, and ED. It’s like my cock says “He’s not gonna let me cum anyway so why should I get hard?” Anymore, I can only get really hard when I masturbate and penetrative sex is totally out of the question.

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