by Turbine1 » Wed Feb 21, 2024 6:32 am
I have been retired for over 5 years. I am married and we have raised two sons who are on their own. My first orgasm happened when I was 12. I had been getting frequent hardons and couldn’t figure out what was happening. I just found them inconvenient when having to be around others. In private I would sit, pull my hardened dick out of my pants and stare at it. Soon I would take my thumb and index finger of both hands to slide the skin of my dick slowly up and down. Thrills would course up my spine to my brain. I would start getting hornier and hornier. I then would stop, not understanding what was happening. I would calm down and go on my way. But the erotic feeling would bring me back to my slow stroking in private.
Then one day I wondered, while stroking my dick, what would happen if I kept stroking and didn’t stop. I soon found out! All of a sudden I felt like I had to pee. I jumped up and tried to make it to the bathroom. I couldn’t move fast with my pants and underwear around my ankles. I shuffled forward and all of a sudden IT hit. OMG!! I looked at my dickhead. It was purple and shiny. I leaned back against the wall still stroking. My dick started throbbing. White syrupy ooze slid out and dripped onto the floor. My breathing was ragged and my heart was beating a mile a minute. After I was done I was so afraid that I had broken something inside. I got some toilet tissue to clean up my mess. I dipped my finger into the ooze and found it slippery. I went to dictionaries and encyclopedias to figure things out. When I had done my research I felt better.
Well, I told myself, somehow this was wrong and God would be mad (I came from a religious family). Two days later I was standing in front of the toilet with my hardened dick over the bowl. I started slowly stroking again. And just like the last time, my breath quickened, and my heart rate went up. I could feel those pleasure bolts coursing up my body to my face, and on to my brain. Soon, my fingers sped up and I began bucking my hips back and forth. I looked down and saw my dickhead getting shiny and purple again. “Oh fuck!” I heard myself say. My dick and rectum started throbbing. Cum shot out and hit the underside of the pulled up toilet seat. My knees almost buckled. Cum continued firing until that seat had loads of cum sliding down. At that moment I knew I would be jerking off the rest of my life. I have many other sessions I would like to share in the future.
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